=======I Believe=====

εїз 我们每个人都生活在各自的过去中，人们会用一分钟的时间去认识一个人，用一小时的时间去喜欢一个人，再用一天的时间去爱上一个人，到最后呢，却要用一辈子的时间去忘记一个人

εїз 爱情是灯，友情是影子，当灯灭了，你会发现你的周围都是影子。朋友，是在最后可以给你力量的人。

εїз 我们常说有些人、有些事只有在失去以后才发现它是重要的，但是有些事物只有在失去他以后才会发现他并不重要。

εїз 每个人其实都行走在蓝天下，如果你没有感觉到，那是因为你没有抬头向上看。

εїз 世上没有未完的事，只有未死的心。

εїз 能够培养的只是感情，而不是爱情

εїз 离别与重逢，是人生不停上演的戏，习惯了，也就不再悲怆。

εїз 我们走得太快，灵魂都跟不上了……

εїз 心是最大的骗子，别人能骗你一时，而它却会骗你一辈子。

εїз 我故意学习，故意工作，故意生活，故意活得像个人！

εїз 这么多年，牵着你的手，就象左手牵着右手没有感觉，但砍下去也会生疼。

εїз 有人就有恩怨，有恩怨就有江湖。人就是江湖，你怎么退出。

εїз 一个受伤的人，不知道如何接受和给予爱。

εїз 人生下来的时候都只有一半,为了找到另一半而在人世间行走。有的人幸运,很快就找到了。而有人却要找一辈子。

εїз 有些人一辈子都在骗人，而有些人用一辈子去骗一个人。

εїз 拥抱真是很奇妙，虽然两颗心靠得很近，却看不见对方的脸。

εїз 我知道要想不被人拒绝，最好的办法就是先拒绝别人


εїз 当你年轻时，以为什么都有答案，可是老了的时候，你可能又觉得其实人生并没有所谓的答案。

εїз 誓言就该比永远更远

εїз 成熟不是心變老 是眼淚打轉還能笑

εїз 不爱的爱情，永远不会变坏。 所以，我们调情，我们暧昧，却永远不要相爱。

εїз 时间仍在，是我们在飞逝。

εїз 假如有一天我们不在一起了，也要像在一起一样。

εїз 牵着我的手，闭着眼睛走你也不会迷路。

εїз To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.

εїз The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can‘t have them.

εїз No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won‘t make you cry.

εїз 很多我们以为一辈子都不会忘记的事情，就在我们念念不忘的日子里，被我们遗忘了 。

εїз 爱情本来并不复杂，来来去去不过三个字，不是我爱你，我恨你，便是算了吧。你好吗？对不起。

> εїз 我们也许可以同时爱两个人，又被两个人所爱。遗憾的是，我们只能跟其中一个厮守到老。

εїз 凡事皆有代价，快乐的代价便是痛苦。

εїз 别离，是为了重聚。

εїз 你曾经不被人所爱，你才会珍惜将来那个爱你的人。

εїз 往往我们紧紧抱住的都是那些不可靠的人。

εїз 生活就像一场球赛，哪怕水平再烂，也要努力踢的精彩。

εїз 人生来如风雨，去如微尘。

εїз 宇宙之所以伟大，不因为它叫宇宙，因为它是宇宙


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Born on 26th August 1985
A chinese virgo male
Home: Singapore, Yishun
-Quite & cheerful person who loves to help others in need.
-Can be abit blur sometimes.
-Always hides my feeling inside me.

优点&缺点:
- 有我存在的地方一定会有欢笑
- 需要人鼓励、包容、和肯定
- 性格像孩子 单纯直接
- 情绪化 喜怒哀乐全在脸上 没有心计
- 常常自我反省
- 希望自己能做到80%的完美 但又没有那个毅力
- 看起来活泼好动 但实际在内心深处忧伤无助


Favourite foods:
Apple Strudel, Egg Tarts, Cheese Cake, Chocolates, Strawberry or chocolate milkshake.

Hobbies:
Interior Design, Business, Play Pool, Web Design

Favorite Color:
Blue, White, Black, Purple.


Favourite Singers:
杨丞琳, 王心凌, 梁静茹, 蜜雪薇琪, SHE, FIR, 张韶涵, 林俊杰, Twins, Coco Lee



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a PSP slim
a new bag
a trip to Japan
a trip to Taiwan
a new wallet
more new clothes
a new handphone
my own business
a new mp3 player
a new jacket
a portable harddisk
my own bedroom



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Yesterday had a KBOX session with grace, sharon and jason. Long time since i last had a singing session with them. Sang for nearly 5hrs. Quite ex but at least we can sing some extra hrs. Realised there are quite alot new chinese songs which i dunno. Guess it is time i start to listen back to Yes933. Ha.. Too busy working until no time for alot of things. But i still prefer older songs. Cos the lyrics more meaningful.

Had a talk with 1 fren. She ask me to do the things that i really like. Find a job that i will enjoy. All this time i have been thinking about the same thing also. Actually i don't mind my current job as long as ppl appreciate what i done. So far all are quite good to me. Except for 1 or 2 who think i am very free always.. x.x If they dun believe then there is nothing i can do also. For those teachers that are very good to me, i really thank them alot. Thanks for their compliments which give me the motivation to do my job better.

I have really thought about what she told me. She is true that i will be more happy doing something that i like and enjoy. Mayb i should really do what i like. But i also learnt alot from my current job. Either by figuring out myself or learn from the vendors. So i nv regret this job either. But perhaps i should learn cooking or baking, and start my own business from there. After all.. This is what i all along wish for, but lack the motivation to move on into this direction. Should i or should i not.. I am as if standing in the middle of a crosss road.. Which direction should i take..

Panda 9:24 PM

Monday, May 11, 2009

Yummy mushroom soup~



Apple Juice~



Hokery BBQ Chicken~



Quan's Fried fish~ It's BIG and worth it.




Soya bean, soya bean curd, you tiao~ Yummy~ My favourite~


Last Saturday went out with quan to play pool. Long time since we last went to poke balls. BEfore that went to the cathay to have our lunch. The food there is not bad. Value for money also. Only that need wait for the queue and food which takes quite long. But overall is worth a try to go there eat. ^^ I love the mushroom soup.. Very creamyyy..

After that went to play pool for a few hours before going to eat my favourite soya bean curd at that popular spot. Simply love the soya bean curd there and the you tiao~ Yummy~ Imagine after that my stomach feel full. Ha.. Had a walk in bugis also.. So many ppl as it was a public holiday. Went to Sim Lim square also to buy memory for my pC. Wanted to buy a new mp3 player also as mine is going to sapoil soon.. Sobbies.. Who want to buy 1 for me..? =( =X Saw a few new places in bugis where i can buy clothes and things from next time. So going out was not a bad choice after all. Can eajoy, eat goof food and find new place to shop. Ha..

Panda 11:41 AM

Saturday, April 18, 2009

Yesterday went to watch Handsome Suit. Always wanted to watch this movie but noone to watch with. Finally got someone to accompany me to go watch le. ^^ This show is very funny. Gd movie to relax yourself after a tiring day. The song is also very catchy. After watching this movie, all my recent tiredness indeed seems to be gone. The story reflects well on the society now. People now tends to look more on the outside appearance rather than on a person's inner beauty. If such a suit exists, i tink quite a ot people would wish to try out too. Ha.. Being handsome is everyone's wish. I dun deny that for me too. Ha.. Not much people can really learn to know a person thru his/her character and not just the appearance. Enjoy being happy together with someone who dont look at appearance, & sharing happy moments togethers is still the most important. I also wish to have someone who would just look at me from my inner beauty and not my look. Haha. The characters in the movie really fit the roles they acting. Overall rating for this movie i will rate 4 out of 5 stars. Thanks to that someone for accompanying me yesterday!

I came out with this quote after watching it: "A person looks the most beautiful or handsome only when you learn to appreciate his/her inner inner beauty".

Panda 3:58 PM

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

我们都在等待

等待钟爱的工作

等待期盼的爱情

等待真诚地沟通

等待梦想变为现实

等待一切更加美好

在等待中

我们变得更坚强

更成熟...

Panda 8:48 PM

Sunday, March 8, 2009

I am back again to blog.. Now then i realise so many months i have not touch my blog. Guessed i am too tired working until tired to blog also. Has been a few months since i started working, time really flies very fast when you are busy. I am working in school, basically supporting the IT for the school (hardware, software, network..) and also IT hardware purchasing. So far working that is not bad. Teachers all mostly easy to get along with. Trying my best to do my job well but seems to be kind of tough to improve school IT structure within a short time. Never been so tired working before. Facing the computers all day and troubleshooting them is indeed tiring. But no choice, no work = no money.

Everyday seeing school kids make me miss my school life also. Schooling days are indeed the most carefree days in everyone life. Especially miss my secondary school life in npcc. Life in npcc was indeed fun and the best memories i have in my sec sch life. We laugh, play, enjoy or suffer together. Training was tough but the happy memories was something which i never forget. From training to camping, outings, courses, oversea trip etc.. All these beautiful scenes are still in my memories. And not to forget also life in NYP. Although is just 3 short years, but the friends i get to know and the times we had together is worth a lifetime. Miss the days when we pon-ten lectures and went somewhere else to play or eat. Hahaha.. To me.. My past seems to be more beautiful than my current life. Thats why for me, living in memories seems to be better. At least my past is more happier than now.

Basically nowadays other than working, the rest of the time i am mostly at home. Online playing game or chatting. No gf to accompany of cos is like that. Somemore if go out shopping, also nothing to buy. What i need mostly i have already, the more i go out the more i tend to spend. So might as well stay at home. I always have a wish.. That is to find a nice girl and settle down. Tired of single life. Any nice girls to intro pls find me. Intro yourself also can. LoL.. :x And also.. why so many of you asking me find gf in school ==" *faint* I never thought of finding gf in sch also. I am not the type teachers will like also. Ha.. When will that special someone appear in my life? Hope won't be that long..

Panda 8:02 PM

Saturday, November 22, 2008

Hi all.. I am back to blog again.. Next week going for 5 days training before i start working full time with HP.. So decided to post 1 more post before i gets busy. Hope that everyone i know is doing great no matter u are working or studying.. Everyone is busy with own things. So hard to meet up also.

Although i am starting work soon, but somehow i have already lost all my drive and goals to work. After i ORD, i keep asking myself, what do i really hope to achieve in years to come. But the answer to this qn i could no longer be sure anymore. Seriously.. the main reason i am working now is to try lessen family expenses. Other than this i dun tink i have any other reasons or goals le..

I used to have a lot of dreams and goals that i wish to achieve. But as the years go by.. I don't really see the point in achieving all these things anymore.. My dreams and goals i have already given up le.. All thses are usless if you know there will be noone to share your joy and achievement with you.. A person without love for too long will eventually give up everything, even dreams.. As all these seems to become meaningless. As time goes by.. All my thoughts and feelings i will also rather keep inside me.

From now onwards.. Working shall become jus a method to numb myself. Work for the sake of living.. Nothing more than that.. I am just a human without soul. Feelings inside me are really slowly fading away.. I think soon i will become a human without feelings, and lead a simple & lonely life for the rest of my life..

Panda 9:55 PM

Tuesday, October 7, 2008

Back to blogging again. 2weeks of expo sales have finally ended. Kind of shag but fun working with the rest. Met all sorts of customers, from funny to bossy customers.. But i have already get used to all types of customers. Ha.. Cos this is not my 1st time working for Retail. Although i might not hv learnt much new things working from this line, but i have learnt most of the things i need to know le. Most impt is the friendship that is worth it working this line. Seeing those collegues younger than me reminds me of past where used to work with my frens at same company. A few of my collegues for this expo sale, their character really resembles a few of my frens. And i totally think is true. Ha.. The way they take and behave, make me remember some of my frens whom i have not seen for quite some time.


Actually the best thing about working, is to find a job that u enjoy working, and make new frens and with all the happy memories. Salary actually isn't the most impt thing. As long as u are happy, that is the best reward u earn from that job. So far i really enjoy working under this company group for so many years.


Yesterday after work went out with a few of my collegues: Yat, YiZhen, Derek and Slyvia. Went to play pool at Cineleisure and then have dinner together. After that went to E2Max to play games. We played Rock Band and Guitar Heros. Very interested.. Cos this is the 1st time i try playing this 2 games. Using guitar and drums and also can sing same time. Somehow is quite fun. Ha.. Rock Band is still more interesting to play. Cos can 3 person play same time. 1 can sing, the other use drum and the other use guitar. See Derek sing is really so funny.. He keep saying awsome although he does not really know the rythme of the song to sing. Ha.. It is a nice and fun experience playing with them. Whoever want meet up anytime can contact me anytime ^^ To all whom i know for this 2 weeks, it has really been a fun and enjoyable experience working with u all ^^ Who got blog wan tag can leave me your url too..


All my collegues within the 4 cashiers ard me.

Panda 2:37 PM