爱是不可以被切割的,因为爱的中间是颗心,如果爱被切割, 那么心就死了..

2009-05-25T21:24:00.001+08:00

Yesterday had a KBOX session with grace, sharon and jason. Long time since i last had a singing session with them. Sang for nearly 5hrs. Quite ex but at least we can sing some extra hrs. Realised there are quite alot new chinese songs which i dunno. Guess it is time i start to listen back to Yes933. Ha.. Too busy working until no time for alot of things. But i still prefer older songs. Cos the lyrics more meaningful.

Had a talk with 1 fren. She ask me to do the things that i really like. Find a job that i will enjoy. All this time i have been thinking about the same thing also. Actually i don't mind my current job as long as ppl appreciate what i done. So far all are quite good to me. Except for 1 or 2 who think i am very free always.. x.x If they dun believe then there is nothing i can do also. For those teachers that are very good to me, i really thank them alot. Thanks for their compliments which give me the motivation to do my job better.

I have really thought about what she told me. She is true that i will be more happy doing something that i like and enjoy. Mayb i should really do what i like. But i also learnt alot from my current job. Either by figuring out myself or learn from the vendors. So i nv regret this job either. But perhaps i should learn cooking or baking, and start my own business from there. After all.. This is what i all along wish for, but lack the motivation to move on into this direction. Should i or should i not.. I am as if standing in the middle of a crosss road.. Which direction should i take..

2009-05-11T11:41:00.009+08:00

Yummy mushroom soup~

Apple Juice~

Hokery BBQ Chicken~

Quan's Fried fish~ It's BIG and worth it.

Soya bean, soya bean curd, you tiao~ Yummy~ My favourite~

Last Saturday went out with quan to play pool. Long time since we last went to poke balls. BEfore that went to the cathay to have our lunch. The food there is not bad. Value for money also. Only that need wait for the queue and food which takes quite long. But overall is worth a try to go there eat. ^^ I love the mushroom soup.. Very creamyyy..

After that went to play pool for a few hours before going to eat my favourite soya bean curd at that popular spot. Simply love the soya bean curd there and the you tiao~ Yummy~ Imagine after that my stomach feel full. Ha.. Had a walk in bugis also.. So many ppl as it was a public holiday. Went to Sim Lim square also to buy memory for my pC. Wanted to buy a new mp3 player also as mine is going to sapoil soon.. Sobbies.. Who want to buy 1 for me..? =( =X Saw a few new places in bugis where i can buy clothes and things from next time. So going out was not a bad choice after all. Can eajoy, eat goof food and find new place to shop. Ha..

2009-04-18T15:58:00.002+08:00

Yesterday went to watch Handsome Suit. Always wanted to watch this movie but noone to watch with. Finally got someone to accompany me to go watch le. ^^ This show is very funny. Gd movie to relax yourself after a tiring day. The song is also very catchy. After watching this movie, all my recent tiredness indeed seems to be gone. The story reflects well on the society now. People now tends to look more on the outside appearance rather than on a person's inner beauty. If such a suit exists, i tink quite a ot people would wish to try out too. Ha.. Being handsome is everyone's wish. I dun deny that for me too. Ha.. Not much people can really learn to know a person thru his/her character and not just the appearance. Enjoy being happy together with someone who dont look at appearance, & sharing happy moments togethers is still the most important. I also wish to have someone who would just look at me from my inner beauty and not my look. Haha. The characters in the movie really fit the roles they acting. Overall rating for this movie i will rate 4 out of 5 stars. Thanks to that someone for accompanying me yesterday!

I came out with this quote after watching it: "A person looks the most beautiful or handsome only when you learn to appreciate his/her inner inner beauty".

2009-03-24T20:48:00.003+08:00

我们都在等待

等待钟爱的工作

等待期盼的爱情

等待真诚地沟通

等待梦想变为现实

等待一切更加美好

在等待中

我们变得更坚强

更成熟...

2009-03-08T20:02:00.000+08:00

I am back again to blog.. Now then i realise so many months i have not touch my blog. Guessed i am too tired working until tired to blog also. Has been a few months since i started working, time really flies very fast when you are busy. I am working in school, basically supporting the IT for the school (hardware, software, network..) and also IT hardware purchasing. So far working that is not bad. Teachers all mostly easy to get along with. Trying my best to do my job well but seems to be kind of tough to improve school IT structure within a short time. Never been so tired working before. Facing the computers all day and troubleshooting them is indeed tiring. But no choice, no work = no money.

Everyday seeing school kids make me miss my school life also. Schooling days are indeed the most carefree days in everyone life. Especially miss my secondary school life in npcc. Life in npcc was indeed fun and the best memories i have in my sec sch life. We laugh, play, enjoy or suffer together. Training was tough but the happy memories was something which i never forget. From training to camping, outings, courses, oversea trip etc.. All these beautiful scenes are still in my memories. And not to forget also life in NYP. Although is just 3 short years, but the friends i get to know and the times we had together is worth a lifetime. Miss the days when we pon-ten lectures and went somewhere else to play or eat. Hahaha.. To me.. My past seems to be more beautiful than my current life. Thats why for me, living in memories seems to be better. At least my past is more happier than now.

Basically nowadays other than working, the rest of the time i am mostly at home. Online playing game or chatting. No gf to accompany of cos is like that. Somemore if go out shopping, also nothing to buy. What i need mostly i have already, the more i go out the more i tend to spend. So might as well stay at home. I always have a wish.. That is to find a nice girl and settle down. Tired of single life. Any nice girls to intro pls find me. Intro yourself also can. LoL.. :x And also.. why so many of you asking me find gf in school ==" *faint* I never thought of finding gf in sch also. I am not the type teachers will like also. Ha.. When will that special someone appear in my life? Hope won't be that long..

2008-11-22T21:55:00.000+08:00

Hi all.. I am back to blog again.. Next week going for 5 days training before i start working full time with HP.. So decided to post 1 more post before i gets busy. Hope that everyone i know is doing great no matter u are working or studying.. Everyone is busy with own things. So hard to meet up also.

Although i am starting work soon, but somehow i have already lost all my drive and goals to work. After i ORD, i keep asking myself, what do i really hope to achieve in years to come. But the answer to this qn i could no longer be sure anymore. Seriously.. the main reason i am working now is to try lessen family expenses. Other than this i dun tink i have any other reasons or goals le..

I used to have a lot of dreams and goals that i wish to achieve. But as the years go by.. I don't really see the point in achieving all these things anymore.. My dreams and goals i have already given up le.. All thses are usless if you know there will be noone to share your joy and achievement with you.. A person without love for too long will eventually give up everything, even dreams.. As all these seems to become meaningless. As time goes by.. All my thoughts and feelings i will also rather keep inside me.

From now onwards.. Working shall become jus a method to numb myself. Work for the sake of living.. Nothing more than that.. I am just a human without soul. Feelings inside me are really slowly fading away.. I think soon i will become a human without feelings, and lead a simple & lonely life for the rest of my life..

2008-10-07T14:37:00.007+08:00

Back to blogging again. 2weeks of expo sales have finally ended. Kind of shag but fun working with the rest. Met all sorts of customers, from funny to bossy customers.. But i have already get used to all types of customers. Ha.. Cos this is not my 1st time working for Retail. Although i might not hv learnt much new things working from this line, but i have learnt most of the things i need to know le. Most impt is the friendship that is worth it working this line. Seeing those collegues younger than me reminds me of past where used to work with my frens at same company. A few of my collegues for this expo sale, their character really resembles a few of my frens. And i totally think is true. Ha.. The way they take and behave, make me remember some of my frens whom i have not seen for quite some time.

Actually the best thing about working, is to find a job that u enjoy working, and make new frens and with all the happy memories. Salary actually isn't the most impt thing. As long as u are happy, that is the best reward u earn from that job. So far i really enjoy working under this company group for so many years.

Yesterday after work went out with a few of my collegues: Yat, YiZhen, Derek and Slyvia. Went to play pool at Cineleisure and then have dinner together. After that went to E2Max to play games. We played Rock Band and Guitar Heros. Very interested.. Cos this is the 1st time i try playing this 2 games. Using guitar and drums and also can sing same time. Somehow is quite fun. Ha.. Rock Band is still more interesting to play. Cos can 3 person play same time. 1 can sing, the other use drum and the other use guitar. See Derek sing is really so funny.. He keep saying awsome although he does not really know the rythme of the song to sing. Ha.. It is a nice and fun experience playing with them. Whoever want meet up anytime can contact me anytime ^^ To all whom i know for this 2 weeks, it has really been a fun and enjoyable experience working with u all ^^ Who got blog wan tag can leave me your url too..

All my collegues within the 4 cashiers ard me.

2008-08-18T20:00:00.002+08:00

Hmm.. finally back to blog. Everyone was asking why i never update my blog. Too many things happen within this short period. Some of you might already know what happen. So i dun wish to say abt it also. Jus ask ard and u might know ^^ Don't worry. I am still the same old me ^^ Somehow life has to goes on. Just that other ppl's life is easier and less tough than me only. Got outing or gathering still can find me. But let me know a few days in advance can le ok ? Hee.

Bday coming again. But every yr bday wish also never come true. So dun feel like celebrating it also.. But at least my 1st bday gift so far for this yr did cheer me up. Though it was kind of early to receive it. He.. But was a nice gift and i like it ^^ Tink that will be my 1 and only gift this yr bah. But to me nevermind de. At least have is better than nothin ^^

Need a permament job soon. But somehow i dun really know what type of job i want.. The feeling is as if i am lost. Like standing in a super dark place and u cant see anything ard u. Lack of motivation and drive to work... But at least i did get myself to go for part time job interview at Robinsons today. Successful or not i dun mind. At least i step out for interview. Ha... $$$ is always the problem. No $ problem, got $ also problem. Headache right? Haha..

2008-06-03T20:19:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was my last day of my off. Noon waited for my new sofa and coffee table to come. Lucky all delivered early. After that went out with Grace, Sharon and Guo Quan. at Orchard. So long never see them. So happen that all of us are free on that day. Miracle the gals are the 1 who ask us out. Must buy 4D this wk le. Haha.. j/k.. Went shopping together awhile. I really envy gals.. They got so many design and type of clothes to choose from. For guys.. There are so less type to choose from.. Ha.

So far, i never really get bored when shopping with girls. No matter how long girls shop, i am actually ok de. Cos longest time i accompany them shop b4 are ard 3 to 4hrs. Ha.. Cos it is interesting to know what type of clothes different girls would like. Hmm. So far, those gals i know, i roughly know what type of clothes they like le. Ha. After Quan reach, we went for makan at Din Tai Feng. Really miss the xiao long bao there. Their tom yam soup is quite special also. cos it is not spicy at all. But the taste i like. So happen that we saw Ou Xuan there also.

After eating, we went to kbox for singing session. Ha. Finally managed to get Quan to go singing with us. Thank you quan ar. Haha. Supposed to sing for 3hours. But after that noone booked our room. So they let us continue to sing for all we want. So gd~ Quan bluff us.. Say dunno how to sing, in the end know how to sing quite a lot song. Ha. Ah Quan~ Hope u get addicted to kbox like how u get addicted to pool. Haha.. Grace and Sharon's singing are also not bad. Nice too^^ Almost all of the hot favourite duet songs we all sing finish le. Ha. Managed to find some english oldies song also. So funny lo. Haha..

After singing lucky still got mrt. But all of us are already tired le. But enjoyed myself too. At least can have outing with them b4 i ord. ^^ After sending Grace home, thought no bus le. Lucky i waited for awhile at the bus stop and saw the magic bus~ Cos i forgot wat time is the last bus le. Haha.. If not got to walk so long distance back. Ha. Hope everyone enjoyed themselves that day~ Lets go poke balls soon~ =x

2008-04-06T23:33:00.020+08:00

This afternoon went to ride the Singapore flyer. 1st time i go there. Nice place~ The ferry wheel is really so big from close view o.O Inside the entrance still got shops for u to shop and also eat. and there is a nice garden below. is really a nice experience to view singapore from such a high place which u will nv get a chance to view from any buildings. Haha. Took quite some pics for u all to experience and see what i saw during the ride.

The biggest ferry wheel~

Ferry Cabin

View from the ferry cabin below..

Garden in the SG flyer building..

IR under construction..

The office buildings..

The 2 "durians" and floating platform..

Buildings beside the floating platform..

Nice nice..

The big blue sea.. Nice ships..

1 yandao..

2 yandaos..

Lin and me

2008-04-06T11:20:00.002+08:00

Yesterday went out with quan to play billard. 1st went to eat icecream at his fren's shop at novena. At 1st i thought their icecream are normal type one. But the flavors are very unique. All their icecream they created and make their own. Tasted quite a few flavors. For normal type they got: vanilla almond marzipan, fresh strawberry, crunchy choco mint, cookies and cream, chocolate marshmallow etc. For alcohol icecream got: Rum and raisin, Triple sec dark chocolate, Lychee martini etc..

I sampled most of the flavors and i order vanilla almond marzipan and triple sec dark chocolate. The triple sec dark chocolate is what i prefer most. Cos i simply love dark chocolate~ and also the alcohol taste is also not that strong. If only there is white chocolate also =( for those who likes strong alcohol taste, Rum and raisin is the best. Very nice also. Lucky i go went with quan to eat. definately worth eating. The shop is at novena. exact location ask me if interested ^^

After that had lunch at novena square Hans. Had a fish & chip set meal. Nice~ Miss the food there. Still remember my sec sch days where most of the time we went yishun Hans eat lunch. Also eat fish & chip, but we eat until that outlet closed down. Lol.. After makan, we both went to play billard. quite some time nv play, so skill abit rusty. Total we played for 2hr 45mins. Shag sia. Haha.. Total we played 19 rounds within that time. Quan won 9 rounds and i won 10 rounds. Phew. That was a close game. Cos i nearly lose. But nice game thought. He is pro^^

Had dinner at PS Ajisan. I ordered a pork curry ramen set with fried white fish. Hmm.. somehow.. the curry tastes like maggie mee curry. =X It was raining heavily and we ran all the way from paradise centre to PS. Lol.. Totally drenched.. But rain to us is nothin. Cos we are from army! Lol.. Lucky clothes dried after we eaten.

2008-03-02T19:50:00.002+08:00

Nowadays i am posting lesser and lesser. Not becos of no time, but dunno what to put. Recently also busy with not much thing. Mostly busy with camp stuffs. Have to face ppl who come in to the office to disturb me with un-important things everyday.. Super irritating. But i still have to bear with it. Thinking of my ORD date makes me happy ^^

Hmm.. Other then army stuffs, last Sat went to Cine Kbox to have singing with Qi and her 2 frens. 1st time meeting Qi, quite a nice gal ^^ Had fun singing together. Next time must find more frens for another singing session. Ha.. After singing was ard 2pm, we went to meet up with another 2 of Qi's fren. Somehow, i was quite quiet that day. Dunno why also, i tink because all of them are couples. Left with Qi and me. Ha.. We went shopping for a few hrs in orchard. Gals always ask me whether i am bored accompany them shopping. But i already used to it le. Haha.. Actually accompany gals shopping is not a bad thing also. At least u can observe what are the things or clothes they like.

She told me that they gals are frens since sec sch. Even their BFs get along with each other well too. And they go out very frequently together also. So nice.. If only i still have such close contact with my sec sch frens also. So far i think sec sch frens only less then 5 bah. =(

Other than that, mostly was at home playing Auditon. I still remember that on valentine day, was so sian. Had no place to go. So was playing game at home. Know a gal in audition and we became couple in the game. Not real life hor. Lol. Although nv see her b4. But that doesn't matter. At least she makes me feel not so lonely at home. When playing with her, somehow cheers me up. She can be quite sweet and cute also. Although i don't have a real life couple. but having a couple in game is gd enough. At least she can cheer me up when i am down. But still i hope to find my own princess soon..

Also i notice something funny. My hse downstairs the bakery. Got 1 new gal working there. Always i go there to buy bread or cake, she will be the 1 to approach me and serve me. Today i went to buy some bread there. She was busy and there was another auntie at the cashier also. But she stop what she was doing and came forward to help me pack me bread. She always smile and say thankyou in a shy tone to me. Then i see the auntie face, it was as if the auntie was thinking that she herself can help me pack my bread and why the gal came help me instead. Haha.. Quite funny..

2008-02-18T11:09:00.000+08:00

Last week during V.day, my boss was having a casual chat with me after work. A chat before i ord in June, cos he posting so somewhere else, may not hv time to chat anymore. We chat about alot of stuffs. He taught me on how to plan for my family life after i ord. True enough, he say that its time i find a gf and plan on what i want to do next. He ask me find one gf so that next year V.day i wont be lonely after work like this year le x.x I dunno what to say to him.. Haha.. Finding someone who appreciate the inner beauty of u is not that easy. But i will still try to find 1 hopefully by this yr.

He also asked me whether i will be studying or working after i ord. The reply i always give others is: working lo. Cos i know myself best that my poly grades are not that gd also. Go uni sure hang halfway inside there. Waste of $ and time also. He adviced me on what type of jobs i should look out for and what type are better. as what i told some of u, maybe i will work IT line for a short period so that my cert wont be wasted. Then mostly likely i will go do something related to food. Slowly try to set up my own business from there. Although it is tough. But i know as long as it is something i am interested, surely i will be able to do it.

Also, he taught me how i can save up more $ in years to come for my marriage, future family and children. Some of the things he told me i have already planned also. Its always better to hear some advice from ppl who have married for years for advice. True enough, Everything needs $ once u settle down. So far for financial part, i only plan until around age 45 for me. Which i think is somehow far enough for now. At least i know by then wont have headache over $ matters. At what he says, savings and insurance are equally impt as well. I agree also. With savings but without insurance, where will your $ go to if "touch wood", something happen to you? I myself have so far bought insurance policy on my own also. But is more to savings type.

There is really alot to plan for future if u all haven start planning. For our age, it is really time for us to sit down and take out a paper or pen to start a draft on what u want to do. Frankly, i will miss my boss when he is posted out before me. Overall he is a nice guy to work with. I have enough of office politics also.. Its time i wait for my ord and change to a hopefully better working environment..

2008-02-03T13:57:00.000+08:00

It has been quite some time since i last posted. Don't know what to post. Everyday is just work work and work. Even weekends also dunno where to go.. Valentine just ard the corner but dun think i will hv any date again this yr. Sob.. Counting down to my ORD date.. June 7th~ Its getting nearer and nearer~ Got myself a new hair cut also. i think is short and nice~ :D Dont ask me y always change hair style. Cos i always leave it to my hair stylist to decide which hair suits me. Hahaha..

Yesterday went out to bugis with my bro to buy new year clothes. So crowded.. Everyone all doing last min shopping for clothes. I still think that girls are luckier. Cos they got more nicer clothes to choose from. Haha.. Treated my bro to Ajisen ramen. Eating halfway, i notice a lady sitting 2 tables away from us keep looking towards my side. i turn to look toward her then she pretend to away. x.x How can i eat when got ppl keep looking. Weird ppl nowadays. Haha..

Bought 1 white T-shirt and 1 white polo at bugis street. At least i will have new clothes to wear for cny. There so crowded lo. Everyone have to squeeze thru here and there. Buying clothes feel good. Buy i dont dare calculate how much i spent. Lol..

After that went to play pool with my bro and his other 2 frens at amk. Didn't know my bro got another fren in army. O.O That day lucky i was on form. Played not that bad. But his army fren skill is slightly better then me. We played 9ft table. Average 5mins clear 1 table.

Played halfway then got 2 chio bu came. So pretty and elegant. We all see le all think they pretty too. Lol.. Dunno how to describe. Only can say u see le your heart will melt. Really look like angels. Haha.. But.. Those 2 gals are a distraction to us. Cos we can't play well with chio bu around. Lol.. In the end, starting our skill all drop. Then we try to concentrate and not look at them. Other tables also got quite many ppl looking at that 2 ladies too. They were wearing dress and heels. And they play until so classy. O.O My dream type of gal.. =X My bro say 1 of them keep looking towards our table see us play also. I noticed also but nv bother much. ahaha.. Always play got "distraction". Hope next time dun hv...

Love Like Magic

2008-01-02T23:14:00.000+08:00

爱要爱得无悔

爱一个人，应该是一种奉献，一种无私的奉献。
爱一个人，是尊重、理解、信任和爱屋及屋的混合体，因她乐而乐，因她愁而愁。
爱一个人，是站在对方的立场上，为她排忧解难，默默奉献着你的爱意。
爱一个人，不是考验对方到底爱你有多深，而是要展示你对她的爱有多深。
爱一个人，又怎能忍心让她在黑夜里孤独的数着星星，又怎能忍心让她在风雨里承受着等待的折磨.
爱一个人，就是希望她开心，过得幸福。
爱一个人，就是要无时无刻的给她你最深的祝福，无论天涯海角。
爱一个人，不管她是否将和你手牵着手一直到老，只要让她明白你曾经如此的用心爱过她。
爱一个人，就是要勇敢的和你爱的人，大声说：“我爱你”！
爱一个人，就要努力创造和她相伴一生的机会，因为她要离去时，一切就都已经来不及了

2008-01-01T22:50:00.000+08:00

For the past few weeks, dunno why friends keep telling me its time to find a gf to settle down. I agree with them its time.. Truely, i cant deny that it has been kind of lonely for me these few years. Life being single is indeed boring and colourless. Finding someone suitable to settle down is also actually quite hard. I agree with some of them that finding 1 now is better then finding 1 after u have your career. Cos, normally after u have your own career, it is harder to judge if a gal really likes u for who u are, or she simply just likes u for u are rich.

Its kind of hard to find good girls nowadays. Quite a few of my guys friends who have their career also thinks that they probably won't let the girl know that they have career already if they really want to find a gf. Friends around my age tends to go for more mature ladies. True, i would also prefer to go for mature lady around my age. about age 20 to 24 will be the best. Don't ask me why. Haha.. Simply because ladies between this age range tends to more or less have decided what type of guys they want and they tend to treat relationship more seriously. No offence to younger gals, just my personal point of view ^^

My expectation is not that high la. Don't keep saying my expectation too high. Lol.. Friends who know me long enough most probably should know what type i like right? ahaha.. Now if given a chance, i will just try out any relationship with anyone if i think will probably turn out well. So to my friends out there, i will try to find 1 soon ok? If not u all keep pestering me to find, and also my relatives will keep asking me y no gf also. Haha.. But can find suitable 1 or not i dunno le. =X Unless any of u want to intro. LOL...

2007-12-30T13:10:00.000+08:00

Kallang ice skate

gifts for Xmas gift exchange

Pictionary game

Enjoying guessing

Hmm what is he drawing..

HL the pro drawer.

Seafood Lasagne

Root beer float

Brownie with ice cream

My xmas gift. Unique ESPRIT note book. Thx alvin ^^

Inside the book

Went to skate at Kallang. Was quite fun. This was my first time skating, so i just try to learn myself. fall then fall lo. Haha.. Most of the rest dunno how to skate also. But after about 1 hr, most of us can balance ourself and skate pretty well. Skating on the side is better for beginners, after which when more confident, then can try skating more center. Quite a nice learning experience learning to skate. If given a chance, i would go again. Haha..

After skating for about 2 hours, we went to mind cafe to have our dinner and play board games. Played taboo, pictionary etc.. It is interesting guessing what the rest trying to draw or say. Haha.. Quite a good place to gather with your friends to have some quality time to play or chit chat. But if you want to go there, u must make reservation. Did enjoyed myself.

Had our xmas gift exchange too~ total 12 gifts. This year some of them still bought stunts as their gift. Imagine they bought coffee maker, coffee bean powder and tea leaves as gifts. lol.. Lucky i never get those. If not i dunno how to finish all those. Haha.. this year i bought a small gramaphone radio cum clock for the exchange. Saw that it was quite cute and unique. Congrats to MN who received it. Haha.. The ESPRIT note book i received was quite unique. Didn't know there got sell this also. Haha.. But good l, at least can come in handy for me. ^^ Thx~!

Hope that all those who went yesterday enjoyed yourselfs~! Happy new year in advance~!

2007-12-14T22:58:00.000+08:00

Today just recovered from fever. Sore throat & flu also better le. Yesterday was on MC. Have been sleeping for almost the whole of yesterday. The flu medicine is super drowsy one. Once eaten not long u will feel like sleeping ==" Made me slept so long like a pig =="

Just now went to shop for xmas gifts. Thought town area will have lesser ppl as mostly will be working. But i was wrong. Everywhere people are shopping for xmas gifts. So crowded.. Somehow every year, all places seems to be selling the same things. Nothing interesting.. But i managed to buy the gifts i want. So is not a wasted trip though. Haha.. as for what i buy.. Haha.. Cannot say =x

So happen that saw grace at the interchange as we took the same bus home. As usual, she called me but i was listening to mp3. Paiseh ar =x I always felt that i make her embarassed. Cos she always call my name then i never hear her. In the end she say others look at her. So Sorry gal, next time if i never hear, then u can whack me Lol.. Really never see her at first. Hee.. Glad to hear that she is doing well. Really quite long nv see her le.

She spotted me by my jacket. Haha.. Now then i know my jacket is an easy target. Many of my frens see my black & gold jacket, they will know is me. LoL.. i also think my jacket color quite striking and unique. From far can notice me le. Haa.. Cos i am the first to buy it when it arrived. =p

So far most of the girls i know, dunno why all are working very hard to earn money. Some i know their reasons. But i think that they must relax also la. Overwork also not gd for health. but i admire their character. They are independent and knows what they want and need. And they work hard towards it. Thas what even some of us guys also cant do it. Haha.. For myself, i somehow lack the drive to strive for my goals. Maybe need find a gf then i will have the drive and motivation to do it. Haahaa.. Tml morn still need go back camp a few hrs to work.. Siansation.. Will be back after 1pm..

2007-12-02T19:16:00.000+08:00

Its a brand new month and Xmas is just around the corner. But somehow.. I am not in the xmas mood.. So many work needs to be done by end of this month. Somemore, 1 of my duty in this month is on xmas eve. Haiz.. Sad.. Maybe this kind of duty day is suitable for lonely people like me bah. Since i most likely won't have anyone to accompany me to celebrate.

Come to think about it.. for these past years, i don't think i have any memorable xmas. Every year, people would be exchanging gifts during xmas. But i just wanted something else.. That is to celebrate xmas with somemore i like. Just as simple as that. But too bad Santa can't make my wish comes true. My only wish every year and yet seems so hard to come true..

I am getting more and more tired as the days goes by.. Can say that i am mentally drained.. Don't have motivation to go to work. Many of my superiors see me so sian everyday at work, they will start to ask me how come i so moody. What can i reply.. My dept is the only dept with endless work loads. even when go back home, also got personal stuffs to attend to. Glad that i have my own team to help me out. At least i have a capable group who can lessen my work.

When will my wish ever comes true... I am still waiting..

2007-11-25T20:33:00.000+08:00

Yesterday went to Carlton Hotel for buffet dinner. Quite alot of seafood and desserts there. Some of the food there is really not bad. But some of it is not that good. Got 1 bbq octopus or squid, that one quite a few of us think that is very hard to chew. I like the taste of their chicken and beef. Somehow is unique. Got 1 dessert also not bad. I tink is caramel banana crumbs..Forgot how to spell.. Lol.. That one also taste not bad. The chef will cook on the spot for u. I also like the Tiramisu cake. I find that that cake taste the best among other types of their cakes. The soft shell crabs is also nice. is deep dried one. They also have chocolate fountain for u to dip sticks of fruits onto chocolate. Chocolate lovers will love it. Heard from my fren that their durian pudding also not bad. But i nv try it out. Cos i don't like durian. LoL.. Should be not bad. Some other food in their buffet includes, sushi, sashimi, fresh oyster, clayfish, prawns, bbq stingray etc.. Their service is very good & price is affortable also. Can try out if u want.

After dinner, went to catch a late night movie at The Cathay. Movie title is: Enchanted. Wanted to watch it ever since the preview first came out. Supposed to start at 1230. But in the end drag till abt 1255 den start. The movie is really not bad. Very funny throughout also. Can hear alot people laughing also. Those who haven watch before should go watch. Definately worth the $ to watch.

How nice it would be if reality could be like fairytales, with a happily ever after ending. But sad to say, reality is not always that perfect as one could wish for..

2007-11-18T19:45:00.000+08:00

葱油饼

肉松 something. forgot how to spell =X

锅贴

乳肉饭

Paragon Christmas Tree

Orchard Lightings

Raffles Hotel Christmas Deco

Me

My Bro and Me

Yesterday had some Taiwan food for dinner. First time i eat 乳肉饭. Not bad.. I still prefer to go Taiwan itself to try out all the local delights. Saw some christmas deco at various places also. But i realised that every year, the deco are getting lesser and lesser. Don't seems to have the Christmas atmosphere anymore. So far this year, i think only raffles hotal has the best deco. It has a warmth and cosy christmas feeling. After went sight seeing a few places, went clark quay also. that place is still crowded with foreigners and Korean tourists from. Quite less local ppl that day. The Night scenery there is very nice and memorising. Truely a good place to chill out.

Today is a bad day for me. Have been having a very bad flu since morn. Until now, i tink is getting worse. Flu medicine also no use. Whole body feel weak.. Hope won't have fever >.< How nice it would be if there is someone who cares.. But too bad don't have.. If only i have a gf,.. Feel like taking mc tml. But got things need to do. I am not a workaholic, just that i dont wish to leave unfinished things halfway. Hope tml i will feel better bah.. Somemore tues still got duty. Haiz.. Thanks to Ervin and a few who msn me to ask how i am feeling now.

*Sick and lonely panda..* The reason why panda going to extinct is because it lack of love and care..

Haircut

2007-10-28T20:16:00.000+08:00

Today went for a hair cut at a salon. Never go there cut before so decided to try out since i need a haircut too. Hair quite thick le. Had a cut + wash. The lady is married but still look quite young. At first she thought i was working. Haha.. Guessed i looks old. There was a few others inside having haircut or waiting for their turn. I wanted to cut hair shorter and the lady say "i tink your hair is quite thick, i help u make thinner so that u can style your hair abit and looks nicer and more cooling". She asked me how old i am, then another lady behind ask her how come she interested to know abt me & my age, and say: "u want to intro gal to him ar?". The lady smiled and replied: "haha, ya lo. want intro gal to him." I was stunted there dunno wat to say and smiled back. Saw her husband and her daughter, ard poly i tink, waiting for her to end work in ard 1/2hrs time.

After cutting was a hair wash. She was so funny. She wanted to ask me to close eyes in chinese. But she said as close shop in chinese. LOL.. A lady heard her say wrong and disturb her saying: "See la.. her family waiting for her outside she want close shop le. Haa.. " Hahaha.. I laughed also. So funny lo. The lady was so paiseh.She laugh too and say "sorry ar., say wrongly, dunno why i say close shop also, wanted to ask u close eyes. Hahaha". After everything. She gave me a discount also. "Give u discount since u still in army" She said. So good of her. Haha..

Pool + Makan + Memories

2007-10-27T23:41:00.000+08:00

Just now went to play pool with Quan at amk. SO long nv play pool with him le. Sob.. lose to him today. His score is 7 while mine is 4. LoL.. Off form today.. Plus got chiobu few tables away playing also. Make me can't concentrate. Lol.. =x But fun though. Win or lose nevermind. Haha..

After that took a bus to nearby Botak Jones to eat. Now then i know it is at HDB coffeeshop area. And yeat there are so many people eating there. Queueing for our turn took 1/2hr, plus waiting for the food abt another 1/2hrs.. Lol.. first time i would wait so long for a meal. We both order their 2nd most popular food. Which is grilled chicken with melted cheese on top. I forgot what is the name le. I tink is CaiJun Chicken or something spell like this. Haha.. Their regular plate already very big plate. $7.50 for my regular plate. Their coleslaw and fries are alot. Just by eating those can make u full already. Haha.. The grilled chicken also nice. The taste already absorbed by the chicken breast meat. Making it more tasty.

After makan my stomach was super full. hardly able to walk to mrt station. Haha.. On our way back, we talked about how we miss our FYPJ days. I can just say that the memories we have back then are simply sweet, enjoyable and wonderful.

Recalling the things we did back then, i still think we quite naughty. Haha.. During final year then, Grace, Sharon, Quan and me can still go far places to have our lunch and slowly take our time to eat. Haha.. Almost every 2 days we will go play pool or arcarde nearby for quite long before we go back lab. Haha.. Imagine going to orchard, bishan etc to eat, play or shopping and also east coast to relax, take photos before we go back. Haha.. After sch we will wait for each other and go home together. All the others in the lab also know we always go different places to eat or play b4 the 4 of us are back from MIA. Everyday they will ask us which place we go makan this time. Haha.. But they are nice people. We help one another in their work also. We eat, play, talk rubbish with one another from every groups often. Also we would often play pranks to disturb others in our lab. So fun then.. Haha..

Also, our big fish tank also very happening one. Imagaine do work halfway, every project groups start to do their own things or MIA. Lol.. I miss the lecturers who taught me before also. They are a nice bunch of lecturers who did their best to teach and impart their knowledge. Expecially my POA lecturer Ms Joanna Neo. She is one of the best lecturers so far although she is from SBM. My project supervisor Mr Melvyn is also a very nice guy. A big thank you to him also for helping us in our project. Miss my project teammates also. Izyan, Jini and Roger~. My project DT, Cindy back then also helped us alot. Gladful to her also. They are nice people to joke and disturb with. haha.. Theywill always be remembered in my heart forever~ When any of them need help in future i will be glad to help too.

2007-10-25T16:11:00.000+08:00

Pork Ribs

Oyster Egg

Vege with mushroom

Yam Ring

Thai Style Fried Chicken

BBQ Stingray

BBQ Squids

Yesterday went to a seafood restaurant call Kim's in Joo Chiat for dinner. quite inconvinence unless u have car. Haha.. But the food there is really not bad. Alot of famous people went there to eat before also. prices is abt the price u eat at any coffeeshop seefood restaurant. Total ordered 7 dishes. Pork ribs, Oyster egg, Vege, Yam ring, Thai style fried chicken, BBQ Stingray and BBQ squids.

All the dishes really nice. even if u not hungry, u will also feel like eating. The pork ribs are nice. Soft and tasty. whereby other places if the chief dunno how to cook that, it will be harder & hard to chew. Basically i like all the dishes. But i prefer the pork ribs, BBQ stingray and BBQ squids better. Their BBQ sauce is special and also the sauce have penetrated into the meat. Tasty~ The squids are also softer then any i eaten so far. Easy to chew. Haha..

Saw alot more nice restaurants in that area too. Hope to try out other nice eating places soon~ Feel like eating taiwanese & HK cuisines, or other dialect cuisines also can. Haha..

Points to think about..

2007-10-22T11:45:00.000+08:00

Recently.. Noticed that quite a lot of my female frens msn nick so emo.. Mostly all have problems with their bf or that their bf have a changed of heart.. Aiyo.. people nowadays are so weird.. Those in a relationship dont cherise it while those waiting for a chance to cherise it dont get theirs. For me, i cant help them much as diff people have diff reasons for problems in their relationship. What i can do is just give some advice to all from my experiences..

If you think u cant get along with your bf/gf or that he/she is not suitable for u, think again carefully again. What is the reason? characters too different apart? Dont seems to know what is he/she thinking as time goes by and u 2 seems to be drifting apart? or that there is someone else u like that u think is better than your current bf/gf.. Dont let the wrong reason affect your decision.

If a couple has been together for a quite a long time and either party suddenly decides a break up, mostly is due to a change of heart perhaps. Cos if u dont like someone, u wont wait till so long before u say that u both are not suitable for each other. If u likes someone, u will accept their weakness or short comings, or even help them change. Understanding each other takes time. Give in to each other sometimes.. If both parties are hot headed, problems will only get worse.

Sort out your doubts with him/her if something has been bothering u or something that u wish to clarify with him/her. This will be better than keep doubting about the problem yourself. At least by talking to each other calmly will let both parties know what issue u are concern with. Many broken relationships are usually due to small misunderstanding.

The only time when u think u dont like someone anymore, is the time when u are able to stop thinking about that person or even when that person's name come to your mind, u will feel nothing and only think of and treat him/she as your friend.. Above reasons are just from my point of view. May not be true for u all but worth thinking about it. Ignore it if u think is not true. =x

2007-10-21T05:30:00.000+08:00

Yesterday went to a Jap restaurant, Minoru at west coast for dinner. With alvin, edwin and liyan. Quite far but still quite many ppl went there to eat. They say the sashimi there not bad, so i followed them order the set meal which include the sashimi also. There got more types of sashimi to choose from. The food there not bad. Worth trying out. Heard from them that got Jap model go there eat also. Interesting..

The service there also not bad. Got 1 auntie very friendly. U will have a feeling as if u are eating at home like that. There a this male boss chatting with another guy and his gf behind us. I took a first glance at that guy and found him very familiar. Think for awhile then i realise that he from mediacorp also. no wonder so familiar. Think some will know him. He was wearing quite formal, hard to recognise him. Haha.. The boss of the restaurant is also an intersting & funny person. Can crack some funny jokes also.

The boss see us eat finished our meal and served us each a cup of ice-cream. Which is a bonus item for us. After we finished it, he asked us want somemore or not, we haven say anything then he served us the 2nd round of ice-cream. Lol.. Such a good boss. He say nvm as we are all like his sons & daughter. Lol.. Really feel the warmth as if eating as like a family. Haha.. Each person pays abt 30+ for the meal, but i think is worth it. It is the kind of warmth and cosy feeling and the good foods thats makes you feel worth it.

New clothes for me ^^

2007-10-14T20:42:00.000+08:00

ESPRIT T-Shirts

KAPPA Jacket (back view)

KAPPA Jacket (front view)

Just now went Orchard. So many shops are having discounts. Range from 10% up to 25%. Robinsons, John Little, ESPRIT, TAKASHIMAYA etc.. Bought some Tshirts at ESPRIT. So happen today is their last day sale. Whereby just by spending $100, you can have their membership card. Normal days, u have to spend $150 at least to apply. So i bought clothes up to 100 and got my ESPRIT member ship card le~ Hee.. Got 20dollar vouchers from my $100 spending and also another $30 vouchers for becoming their member. After that went to John Little and bought a tie. No choice, need to use tie often, cant possibly be using the same old few. Haha.. John Little also got give vouchers. For every $10 u spend, can get $3 vouchers free. Good bargain right? Haha.. Thats y it is flooded with ppl. Especially ladies who buy cosmetic. Saw the KAPPA jacket quite nice. Black and gold color. And it just arrived 2 days ago. So in the end, bought it also. Haha.. But lucky the jacket got another 15% discount. So quite a good bargain also. Feel so good to have new clothes to wear~ =P

Poly Class Gathering

2007-10-14T09:06:00.000+08:00

My chocolate Malt IceCream

Barry's Cookie IceCream

Barry's Burger

Weihan's Salmon

My pizza

Liyan's Salad

Yesterday went to PS swensens for dinner. Everywhere was full of ppl. Dunno where to eat. Had dinner before before we catched a late night movie at2240H. Long time no eat Swensens IceCream. It is still the best place i will choose to eat IceCream. Yummy..

After dinner we went to The Cathay to watch Resident Evil Extinction together with edwin and fren.Watching movie at cinema is definitely better than at home. The sound surround is a big different. Can really feel the sudden jump when the scary part comes. Haha.. There was this guy sitting beside me. He was so funny. A big sized guy and older then abit then me scared of the movie. LoL.. There was a few scenes where the zombie suddenly jump out, then this guy body suddenly jump up. Total abt 3 scenes he had a big reaction over the zombie. Haha.. But this RE has more bloody scenes than the previous 2. Sad to say.. i think there is another part 4 as the story haven end.. Argh.. Think have to wait for abt 1 more yr to come out.. Lol..

After that went to had SoyBean and SoyBeanCurd nearby for supper. The place is still packed with ppl. But now, they increased alot more tables even to the backyard.. So long neaver had supper there. Although is a normal SoyBeanCurd, but to be is nice.

Spent quite alot just on food, movie tickets and midnight cab fare. Keep using my UOB card recently to pay for my expenses recently. $ not enough to use o(x.x)o Haha.. I want to ord faster and sart working to earn more~~

••● 放弃。放下。●••

2007-10-11T14:35:00.000+08:00

••● 放弃。放下。●••

每个人在一生中都会有想放弃什么或放下什么的时候。
其实，不管是放弃或放下，不应该勉为其难，因为这样只会更无法放弃，更放不下。
顺其自然，你会在不知不觉中发现你已经放弃你所应该放弃的，放下你所想要放下的。
至于该不该放弃，要不要放下，又是另外一个问题了。

懂得什么时候放手就是放下...
在错的时候放手就是放弃...
所以,放弃不是懦弱而是无知.
放下需要勇气更需要了解.

总而言之，开心就好。

2007-10-09T21:09:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. So bored now.. Nothing to do.. Played game awhile but was getting bored still. Somehow.. i feel that my life is quite empty. Everyday just work and go home. No motivation to work and even to play. Weird right.. Go home just sometimes watch drama eg: 公主小妹, listen music or stare at my comp. i Think i am crazy also. LoL.. everyday go to work see the same people at bus stops, also same driver. walk to work on the same road, doing the same routine.. Waiting for time to go home.. Somehow, Everything seems scary when it is going thru the same cycle.

Login my friendster this few days, saw something weird. Most of the ppl who viewed my profile i can say 3/4 are living near my house area and i never see them before. Weird right? I also dunno why. Haha.. Noticed also that dunno why recently quite a number of my frens changed alot. I should say changed from someone with good charcter to someone annoying or attitude. Maybe they stress with work or studies bah. I am starting to have bad impression of them. Wondering how many of my frens can still be the same person i know few years down the road..

But for me, i try to be the same person your all know. Cheerful for sure~ Haha.. I know many of u hope that i can stay cheerful always. Your smses and words sure are helpful. Whenever i see those, no matter how bad mood i am that day, i still try to smile. Dun worry. i will be the 微笑王子 that you all want me to be. U ppl are the source to my smile~ ^^ Thx for everything~

Last time others say that i am silly. Till now then i understand how come i am silly. Because i have been doing things for others which i think will make them happy. Spent time and effort but all went down to drain.. Noone appreciate what i have done. Now then i understand that too thoughtful is not a good thing, makes me felt so silly. Maybe next time i should only treat people good only if they will appreciate. At least i won't feel sad or that what i done is wasted. It is also time perhaps i should give up on her also. No point doing things for her when she don't appreciate and waiting for her when her heart is somewhere else. Gals are so hard to understand what they are thinking. Guessed it is better if i continue to be single bah. Perhaps this is the only way whereby i will not experience pain anymore. .

2007-10-09T11:04:00.000+08:00

Yesterday went our to celebrate wh bday. Went to buy his gift first at Robinsons then went to ParkRoyal hotel to have buffet lunch. Prata there is nice. Not oily at all. Eat sashimi again. Recently keep eating sashimi sia.. Lucky my stomach can take it. Hee.. Wh was so funny. He was so scared that we really buy Triumph voucher for him~ LOL~ But we not that bad la. Of cos got him a decent gift he can use, a Braun Buffel wallet. After makan, went to shop at VIVOCITY while we bought tickets for movie around 7+pm. This few days keep going shopping.. Make me feel like buying new clothes also.. But pocket got a hole le. Spent too much $ recently. Still.. i feel like buying~ Maybe next few wks when i taking leave then i go shopping bah.

Watched Ball of fury. At first i though seems abit oldie. But not bad la. Quite funny. Is abt a guy who play Ping Pong for competition. After that help FBI solve case by participating in ping pong competition. Interesting movie.. When going home, walking to harbourfront mrt station that time, saw her again. So conicidence sia.. She was working there that day. She also stunned to see me. Cos we always so happen to see each other outside. Haha.. She say how come i so happening one. Always see me outside. Haha.. No lor. Is just always so conicidence to bump into her on the street everytime. Kelian her.. Most of the time see her she is working even if is wkends. She still looks sweet & pretty as usual. Haa..

Really did enjoyed myself this few days. Good way to destress. I keep asking others want go overseas or not next June. Cos i already in holiday mood~! LoL.. So those 0306 ppl who haven let me know if u are interested to go Taiwan next June, pls let me know wor. Thx ^^ Anyone want to go other country can jio me along also. Cos i feel like going for many overseas trips although i know will cost quite a sum. Haha.. But i dont care. Enjoy first before i start working~! Haha..

2007-10-07T05:45:00.000+08:00

2007-09-30T14:11:00.000+08:00

Recently found this song "Cry On My Shoulder" which i think quite nice. Now playing in my blog. Yesterday went out shopping for gift. So bored at home. So dragged my bro out shopping with me. LoL. Went to shop for her bday gift. Thought for a long time before i decided what to get for her. Chosen it myself and thought that she should need it. So happen that what i chosen, the sales assistant say is latest arrival. Is nice and not that ex also. Base on my gift taste i think is unique and nice. Hopes she will like it. As for what is it.. cannot say.. Hee.. But guy's gift is still a headache. Hard to decide what to buy.. Another thing very funny is that dunno why nowadays i go anywhere to eat or shop, got special previliages for me. Haha.. Weird lor. Eg: When go eating, got discount when others dont have, buy expensive things still can exchange the design if is not suitable. Which big boss i know ar.. hmm..

After that went walk walk around with my bro. Eat at NYDC and after that played pool.. Seldom go out with him, so treat him eat something gd lo. Hee.. Miracle i was on form today~ Played for about 10 rounds in 1 hour. I won 7 and my bro won 3. Whahaha =X Miracle that all my stunts can go in. Didn't see any familiar ppl that i know today. Only saw my fren selling insurance at interchange.

2007-09-24T12:53:00.000+08:00

Today i feel so sick.. Have been having a bad flu since morning.. Sneezing and coughing non-stop and yet i am sweating.. So miserable.. I think my immune system is getting weaker due to work. Imagine everyday i am working in an air-con environment, even my duty also in an air-con room. Of cos my body will get weaker.. Thats why now i dislike air-con alot. Plus everyday i camp till quite late, went back home slp awhile then need to work again the next day. During the day of my duty also not enough slp. After work got to do duty till next morn, and the only thing to keep me awake is a packet of Kopi-O. I think my body will collapse soon..

The feeling of sick and noone by my side is not good.. I only wish that someone will show some care and concern. At least i will feel better somehow.. But sad to say there is noone else except my cousin. Haiz.. I can understand why old folks are so scared to fall ill. Cos i can feel the same feeling where there is noone showing care & concern just when u need them most..

Tomorrow still need to go to work, and i just tell myself to go until i totally cannot take it then i go see doctor bah. Dunno why when i am always sick, the first person to come to my mind is her. Maybe i shouldn't think too much. She also maybe don't feel anything for me. But at least i did what i felt is right. That is to let her know i like her. Although her response don't seems positive, but at least i let her know.. I just wish that she could let me know even if i don't have a place in her heart. So that i can give myself a reason to give up on her.. But her reply don't seems to be either a yes or a no.. Hard to predict and understand what girls are thinking..

*Sick and no energy* Need a strength to keep me through..

2007-09-19T14:23:00.000+08:00

Super angry. This week so far started very bad for me. I can only say i am super unlucky. Argh.... Now i can really feel what it is like to be down on your luck. Even fucking ass want to find me trouble. Knn.. whoever tries to find trouble with me , i will repay it back triple. Spoiled my whole mood for this week~ I just hope no more bad things will happen to me..

At least last sunday ended my week good. Went out on sun and played pool at cineleisure KPool with quan, sharon, grace. really quite some time never see them le. But still the same la. U all nv grow fat. So dont say want to slim down. Pengz.. Haha.. we really took quite long to end 1 pool game. In the end played only abt 5 games. Haha.. Maybe was in kbox mood. Cos Kbox was just next door. LoL. =X But at least i played much better than on friday. LoL..

The gals are still the same. Always try to pay us $ back when we say treat them. Pengz.. What are friends for? Lol.. I am not so calculative over $ matter with frens. In the end they treat us eat auntie annie and coffee bean. Hmm.. i tink auntie annie will be nicer if it is made of cookie. haha. The small hot chocolate was so big cup. I almost thought was medium or large.

After finish chatting & drinking at coffee bean, we went to share cab home at lucky plaza. All the cabbies are so choosy over customers~ i can still remember it was ard 11pm then. waited on road they nv stop still nvm. even taxi stand also took so long before our turn. Many drivers still ask the passegners where they want to go. Pissed sia. At that moment i really feel like complaining to LTA. I dont mind waiting but i know the gals need to be back not so late. So sent the gals safely home first before the last one is me. Our cab driver was quite friendly and drove quite fast also. So i gave him some tips too. Sian thing is next day got to work. Haiz y other ppl got so many off while my side so hard to get off..

Now i am having craving for kbox le~! quan, sharon, grace, i will contact u all again for sing-a-long session @ kbox next mth on a Saturday~ Anyone want go singing can let me know also. i dont mind going twice next mth. ahahaha...

2007-09-10T21:37:00.000+08:00

Unconditional Love

Guys,

Realize that the girl holding onto u isperfect in her own special way.

The way she laughs.
The way she sleeps.
The way she loves you.
The way she tries to please you.
Always remember that.

She can always get up and walk away,
getting someone else who can love hermore.
For all you know, there is someone outthere wooing her already,
but she is rejecting, a maybe perfect love for her.

There might also be someone out there.
who is willing to love her more than you are loving her now.
Fulfill her every need and love her asmuch as she loves you. Understand that.

Imagine this, guys.
When you are holding her today, and you cheat on her by hugging and kissing another gal.
And then you run back to her.
And u do the same.
But you see love in her eyes.
What do you think? Do you feel the hurt? Can you feel the guilt?

She loves you not because you are good looking, have money, buy her things, make her parents happy, or that you have a car.
She loves you for who you are.
Your every touch, every word you say,everything you do.

Guys, cherish and appreciate your girl.
Don't break her fragile heart.
She is the only one who can love you that way.

You won't wanna regret letting go ofthat special girl you have.
For everything she has done for you,
the least you can do is to give her unconditional love as she has given to you.

2007-09-05T01:25:00.000+08:00

9 w0rds w0man usually use

1. Fine
This is the word women use to end an
argument when they are right and you
need to shut up.

2. Five Minutes
If she is getting dressed, this means a
half an hour. Five minutes is only five
minutes if you have just been given
five
more minutes to watch the game before
helping around the house.

3. Nothing
This is the calm before the storm. This
means something, and you should be on
your toes. Arguments that begin with
nothing usually end in fine.

4. Go Ahead
This is a dare, not permission. Don't
Do It!

5. Loud Sigh
This is actually a word, but is a
non-verbal statement often
misunderstood
by men. A loud sigh means she thinks
you
are an idiot and wonders why she is
wasting her time standing here and
arguing with you about nothing. (Refer
back to #3 for the meaning of nothing.)

6. That's Okay
This is one of the most dangerous
statements a woman can make to a man.
That's okay means she wants to think
long and hard before deciding how and
when you will pay for your mistake.

7. Thanks
A woman is thanking you, do not
question, or Faint. Just say you're
welcome.

8. Whatever
Is a women's way of saying F@*K YOU.. =.=

9. Don't worry about it, I got it
Another dangerous statement, meaning
this is something that a woman has told
a man to do several times, but is now
doing it herself. This will later
result
in a man asking "What's wrong?"

2007-09-03T21:44:00.000+08:00

Recently i feel like going overseas again. Wanted to catch a breathe somewhere without stress. But too bad noone plan to go overseas this year end.. Sad.. Anyone want go overseas can find me. Anywhere also can. Haha.. $ not the problem~ Ahahaha. Vacation country i have in mind: Taiwan, Hong Kong, Australia, Japan.. Most probably will be Taiwan first. Anyone want go with me? =D

Hmm.. After my bday so far.. i realised that it is about the same few people who remembers my bday every yr. Only that this time, there are more ppl. Good also. Now i can make decision easier. Now there only left with 3 gals in my list who stands a chance. My main aim is to see for 2 years, which gal really cares. Eventually.. i will slowly erase till 1. I can only say that all 3 are from my poly =X So who will be next.. Tough decision to make. Actually 1 of them i like more. But i really dunno what she is thinking. Maybe she is still not rdy for a relationship or so.. That i dunno.. How i wish she can tell me also. So that i know what i should do next.

2007-08-28T08:00:00.000+08:00

Yesterday just had me and alvin's bday celebration with my poly friends. Went for a hotpot dinner at Chinese Feast Restaurant @ Suntec. Finally there are more of us this time. Total of 10. So hard to jio them out. Haha.. The food and service there is not bad. Those who want to find a nice place for gathering can try out the hotpot there. After dinner, didn't expected them bought an ice cream cake too. Is a strawberry + raspberry cake. Not bad.. Cos i like strawberry~ ahaha..

They also bought for me jigsaw puzzles. 1 stained art one and the other is a 3D globe one. Nice~ Cos got Mickey Mouse and Minnie~ Hahaha.. Whoever knows i like puzzle and mickey mouse must have read from my blog somewhere. Haha.. Thanks! the stained art puzzle is very special, cos is it abit transparent & plastic type. But is also more ex compare to normal ones. I spent less than 1 day to finish those 2 puzzle. Haha.. Must fix finish fast to put in my bedroom~

Below left - is the stained art puzzle without light source behind.
Below right - is with a table lamp behind. Nice Nice effect~

Thanks to my class guys & gurls for the stained art puzzle and 3D globe puzzle~
Thanks to Jas for the jacket~
Thanks to my bro for the shirt~
Thanks to my parents for the hongbao~
Lastly, thanks to all who remembers my bday~!

2007-08-21T11:35:00.000+08:00

Yesterday went for dinner and ktv at kbox with frens as it was 1 of their bday. Had steamboat for dinner. But i tink that only the soup was nice bah. Cos the food variaty was quite less. Lucky i got bought a bday gift few days ago. If not go there sure very paiseh. I tink that gals bday gift are more easier to buy. Cos for guys, it is harder to know what they wants. Bought a wallet for her when i was surfing for gift ideas on the internet. Hopes she likes it bah. Nowadays if u ask me to buy gifts for gals, i really need to think for quite some time before i know what to buy. Basically, all sorts of gifts for gals i bought before. Eg: plushies toys together with chocolates, musical box, DIY teddy bear, necklace, bracelet, DIY photo + frame, dress etc.. Haha.. Got to depend on what weird idea i can suddenly come up with and who the gift is for. So need ideas can find me =D

It has been a long time since i went kbox. We sang for quite long hours. From i think around 8 plus to around 3am. Shag sia. Haha.. But i guessed i enjoyed myself and so did the rest. Lucky got gals go with us this time. If not, The few of us guys will be singing duet songs with just guys again. That will be more funny. Haha.. We always choose Cyndi's song "Ai Ni" to sing. Yesterday we also did that again. And i was so funny.. Cos is me and another male fren sing that again. Really lol lor. Haha..

I just found out that i know how to sing duet songs better than those single songs. Maybe cos duet songs are my favourite bah. Haha.. I find that, when i am with my frens, i really feel more carefree and all my stress, worries etc will be gone. Guessed i am too stressed out at work bah. Thats y i always make myself avaliable when frens want to go out. Cos i can destress myself at the same time too. But yesterday night reached home was really tired. Cos slept for 2 1/2hrs then got to wake up for work le. Haha.. Lucky nv slp during work. =X

Long time nv play pool also. Grace or sharon go organise leh. =X U 2 always the most difficult to ask out de lo. Haha.. Find one day u both free then we ask quan out also. Ok? haha.. Then we 4 can go for pool like the gd old poly days~

2007-08-15T14:35:00.000+08:00

Just got back from camp now. Had another day of OT again. Haiz.. Bo bian.. Got to deliver my project tml. But confirm still will have changes. Totally Tired.. And my head is giving me a bad headache.. Lucky got a free ride to northpoint, at least dont need to wait for the bloody slow bus.

I can just say that i am not happy with all the work i need to do.. The work is endless and only keep coming in. The only thing i can do is just to bear with it. But i know my limit is coming soon.. Everyday i really no mood for work. But no choice, my work i got to deliver somehow.. some way.. How sad and meaningless life can be..

At least when i was going to go home soon, i received a sms from a fren. It did cheered me up a little. Although it is just a sms, to me is enough. I am a person who is easily content by small things. Haha.. When i reached home, saw an envelope on my desk, i took a closer look and immediately guessed who that person is. Cos the handwritting is so familiar. i opened the envelope and inside is a birthday card from my insurance fren. I was so surprised and touched. Cos she is the first person to wish me happy birthday which i did not expect she would know~ At that moment, i found all my stress and tireness one. At least my day did not end so bad after all.

She is really a sweet and thoughtful gal. Although know her for abt 10mths and not often contact as both of us are busy, but she always never forget to send me a gretting card for any occassion. It is very nice to have know someone like her. Thinking of how many people actually remember my bday, i guessed not many.. Cos i seldom tell people unless they ask me. I just wanted to see who actually remembers.. So far all my bday gifts i received every yr by frens or ex gf, i all kept them nicely. Especially like those where they spend time and thoughts choosing. Is very sweet..

Lets see who is the 2nd one who remembers bah.. ahahaha..

2007-08-10T08:16:00.000+08:00

Finally have a day of break today. Happy Birthday Singapore~! So tired and demoralised to work this few months. As what i have told a few of u, i felt so pissed working and doing other people's tasks. They themselves are not worried about the deadline, and last min sudden changes the deadline and they have nothing to produce. Then they come to me saying that the thing need to be completed by today. wtf man.. My problem is it? I am not a super robot which can multi task and to 5 to 6 tasks at a time.. I just hope everything will end soon..

Found out that another of my ericsson hp charger is lost. Maybe too long nv take out to use. Bo bian too many spare hps. cant possibily be using diff one everyday. Haha.. Called the shop near my house, say got sell, but afternoon i went down, say dont have =.= So in the end.. got to go down to ericsson at PS to buy again.. Got to waste $ again. Haiz.. quite far but no choice. Today mrt was more crowded than usual, with more kids and teenangers. Was listening to music when saw two korean young ladies walked in. Quite pretty =x At first i thought was Jap but listened to their conversations and realised they were koreans. dont really know what they were talking about but can understand abit.

1 of them slowly moved towards my side and stand infront of me. They were still talking. but 1 of them keep slowly moved back until her back was leaning against my chest. I was thinking, sia la.. i must try to move back abit or later others thought what i doing. Pengz.. But behind me was another auntie, i cant move back also. Bo bian stuck at that spot for a few stops. Then i looked at that korean lady, there was quite somespace infront of her but she was holding onto the pole and her back leaning on me.

I noticed an indian guy beside me kept looking at her, then i realise he was looking into her shirt. Pervert sia. Just then that lady also realised that indian looking at her. She then try to cover her shirt top. I decided to disturb that indian and i slowly moved infront of that indian and try to block him from looking. I turned my head and gave him a stare, and he slowly moved to another side. Then that korean smile at me and whisper a thanks to me. Haha.. At least i felt i did something right by making that pervert move away.

2007-07-31T23:20:00.000+08:00

Recently have been busy with things that i should not have needed to do. But no choice.. People i know who needs help and i cant possibly reject their request. Haiz.. No choice.. I just have to be stronger mentally to overcome all these pressure in both army and personal matters. Sometimes i come back home already very tired and fed up. But yet, mum still always want find thing to quarrel for no reason. Really very pissed.

Somehow i am numb to being busy in everything le. Waiting for my ORD next year June 7th.. Still so long... So stress and my camera hp is giving me problem again~ Now totally cannot charge.. Haiz.. dunno charger or hp charging port spoiled.. No time to go down service centre check. Got to spend alot $ to repair le. Sian.. ericsson phone is always giving me problem..

Everyone seems to have time for everything.. For me.. Only work.. work.. and more work.. No time to rest, no time to enjoy life and no time to find a gf. My bday coming soon but i tink will be same as every year.. nothing special.. Just eat with family.. parents give hongbao.. Every year i wanted something different.. or at least got other people to celebrate for me. But bo bian.. No gf is like that.. Next month most likely i saying happy bday again to myself bah..

2007-07-26T23:00:00.000+08:00

i get this from somebody blog.... it so touching

有位男孩很爱女孩，把她当宝一样的捧在手里。下雨时，男孩总是把伞尽量撑在女孩身上而自己身上都湿了，却笑的很甜，女孩很感动，也喜欢男孩这样的宠着她。那天，他们一起去散步回来，路过一个工地，突然一块碎石从上面掉了下来。男孩赶紧用身体抱住女孩，可突然地男孩将女孩的身体背转过来，自己倒在了地上。女孩重重的摔在他身上，而石块正好砸在女孩的额头，血慢慢地流了出来。女孩感到失望，马上起身哭着跑回家，头也不回、留下独自躺着的男孩 ……

男孩打了几次电话给她，她没接就把手机关了，把自己关在房间里痛哭。直到被敲门声惊醒，她妈妈告诉她，男孩被一跟铁筋刺穿了肺部，失血过多离开了……

她疯了一样地跑去医院，男孩躺在白色的床上，手里紧握着找不到女孩的手机，上面写着这样一条信息：　“当我看到地上的铁警筋时，我已经没有办法为你抵挡石头了，亲爱的，痛吗？”…… 女孩抱着男孩的尸体痛哭 ……

The underlying message .....
好好珍惜自己所拥有的，不要等失去后才来珍惜 …幸福，其实可以很简单！不管是亲情；爱情或者是友情。只要你懂得珍惜。幸福 … 就在你身边。

2007-07-08T19:43:00.000+08:00

Just now just finished watching episode 11 of 放羊的星星. Inside the drama the gal was saying, 'sometimes someone say something that hurt u is not because they dont like u, maybe is just that they have a reason for lying.' I totally agree with that sentence. Becos.. i myself had lie before to make a gal give up on me.. I can still remember as it was during my sec sch time..

At that time.. I was in my sch NPCC, leading my own squad and also teaching the juniors. That was when one of my junior fall in love with me. At first i felt nothing for her. But as the days goes by, she started to do things that make me touched. Everyday, she would walk by my classroom with her fren accompany her just to take a look at me. Soon.. almost half of the school including teachers and students know that she likes me. I really felt very paiseh then. Imagine having to face her during every weeks training.

My frens all ask me to give her and myself a chance by accepting her since she likes me alot. I thought for some time and decided to give it a try. But soon not long after we get together, due to some reason which i do not wish to say here, i decided to lie to her that i don't like her to make her give up on me. I was thinking it is better to let someone get hurt earlier than to feel more pain later.. I had no choice back then also..

I force myself to lie and make it realistic so that everyone believe what i say. Noone actually know how i really felt back then..I know that everyone back then thinks that i am heartless.. But i had no other choice.. It is not what i wanted also.. Just that i had my own reason for lying.. I know that this had made her very sad but i told myself that since i had lie, i must not turn soft hearted.. I could only say sorry to her in my heart. ~>.<~ i had never told anyone about this before, and i don't blame anyone thinking that i am the bad guy back then. Just that i don't wish to let them know the actual reason for the lie.. I just hope that she had found her happiness by now.. Till now.. i told myself that for my next gf, i wouldn't make any gal sad or cry anymore..

2007-06-29T18:55:00.000+08:00

2007-06-28T23:06:00.000+08:00

Recently get to know of a new taiwan drama that is still showing in Taiwan. It is really a nice drama worth watching. The title is 放羊的星星. Just by watching abit of it and i am already addicted to it. Wanted to watch more but i can only use my available time to watch after work. Thanks to Jas for transfering many episode to me. Makes me felt touched. Haha.. Dont worry. your mp3 is in good care under me. I treat it as if it is my baby ^^ =x

The first episode is already quite touching towards the end. I see the girl going to cry also makes me want to cry. LoL.. Bo bian. I am an emotional person. Haha.. how i wish i can 1 day watch finish all the episode i have at one go~ >.< If next time vcd come out, i sure go buy and keep or watch again. But that will still be quite long before it is avaliable in sg bah.

The main actress in the drama really has a character about the same as a girl whom i know. Including her expressions and emotions. watching the actress suddenly reminds me of her. Just to let u all know that there is really such a person who is really like the female actress in the drama who is easilly content, devoted, cheerful & strong on the outside but actually fragile on the inside. But i can say that there are not much girls now who has character like that.If got such a girl likes me, i will definitely fall in love with her. Haha..

2007-06-19T11:00:00.000+08:00

This few days dunno why i feel like buying things. saw this Olympus cam offer and decided to buy this digital cam as i don't have 1 also. Bought it for 499. But the free gifts total worth about 180+. Got 5 colors, but in the end i chose this lavender color one. Cos i tink this color is quite rare and unique. Haha.. I like this phone cos it is easy to use and easy friendly. LoL..

Also. i saw the pair of mickey and minnie mouse 3D puzzle at puzzle world marina square. So cuteeee~ But quite ex. But i don't care. I love mickey mouse~ So in the end i buy it. Wanted to buy just mickey mouse one only, but decided to buy minnie also to accompany mickey. LoL.. The head is made of puzzles and body made of clay. Very nice if u want to put it on your desk as a display. total bought this 2 mouse for abt 71+. The sales girl also very sweet and polite, handed me my card using 2 hands, smile, say bye and say have a nice day to me. It really make my day. Thats y i always like to buy things from people with good service attitude. After buying all these, now i can be consider quite broke le =( Hahaha...

2007-06-05T12:32:00.000+08:00

Recently managed to keep in touch with some frens whom i had not met or seen for a long time. Time really pass so fast.. Everyone seems to somehow have settled down and doing some serious things. Time really can make one mature as the days goes by. Happy to see that most of them are doing fine and found themselves a partner. They say that althought life have been busy and stress, but when u have someone beside u each day, stress and everything will be gone. U will have a motivation to work and the drive to keep u going. True enough.. Seeing my camp mates in camp, I agree with them. Most of them will say that working is tiring, but end of they day when they go out with their gf after work, u will see them all cheered up and become energetic. Haa.. Somehow.. i really envy them. But too bad.. i am useless.. But at least i have told that person whom i like what i feel for her. At least it is a big load off my mind although i dont think i stand a chance. But at least this is the first time i dare say that to a gal. ahaha..

I just hope next year june faster come.. So that i can end army and do what i wanted.. Basically so far.. i dont think there is anything in sg that i will miss or worth for me to stay.. Maybe i will go china and accompany my grandma.. at the same time also learn some cookery skills there. I really feel that my grandma is very lonely all this while. Everyday living in loneliness.. And i can feel that kind of loneliness becos i have been through it also.. If next time when i grow old. i will hope that i wont die before my wife.. Having to be lonely alone is better then u dying first and letting your leaving your loved one in this world missing you and living each day in loneliness.. I just hope to spend more time with my grandma. Becos she is the one who watch me grow up and take care of me since i was borned..

2007-05-27T04:52:00.000+08:00

Yesterday just got back from Genting. Really enjoyed myself. Hope the rest of u who went also enjoyed yourself worz! Did alot of things there. We catch a movie - Pirates of the Carribbean: At World's End. Really very nice and funny. All of u should go watch if u have not watch it yet. Got 1 thing i dunno y sia, their first row of seats infront are all cosy message chairs. LoL.. that is what SG dun have. Also have a lot other activities like: shopping, outdoor theme park, bowling, pool and visiting the Ripley's Believe It Or Not.

For the first day, basically we guys are just exploring the whole of genting from inside to outside and every shops. But we still cant decide what to buy.. While the girls already started shopping happily and buying things until end of first day almost no more $. Power sia. LoL.. As for the food there.. some of it u will really feel like laughing when u see it. I tink most of us will not forget their baked rice there. LOL.. am i correct guys? It is not that the baked rice is so delicious. It is just that the serving portion is so less. and it don't taste nice also. Lol... I misses singapore's baked rice..

The next day we went to enjoy at the outdoor theme park. Its quite cheap. And lucky it is not school holiday yet. So we do not need to queue very not for all the rides. Took some photos there also. but with pearlyn. I will upload those when i have it. the rest of the pics u all can view from my flickr at the right side of my blog menu option. We also took cable car down to the cable car centre as we got free cable car rides. The journey down was scary. because, halfway down, everything stopped. and all cable cars was hanging in mid air. And we can see the opposite cable car swinging up and down like bunggy jump like that. So funny and scary. Stopped there about 10mins b4 it continue to go down. Phew.. Bought some preserved fruits and goodies at the cable car centre below. after that travel up by cable also.

For the 2nd night, we went to the casino to see also. first time all of us could went in. Really interesting to see whats inside. Alot of aunties and uncles playing. One thing i notice is that alot of people lose sia. Lol.. especially the black jack, alot lose with sinky faces. Lol.. So funny.. But for all the games, the banker is always winning the most.. So i never play. Haha.. After that we went back hotel to play our own black jack. Lol.. and the losers have to eat pringles and chipmore. pringles was still not so difficult to finish. Chipsmore is the killer one. Those who lose and eaten alot should know.. And i am 1 of the losers who lose alot >.< lol.. Now i starting to hate chipsmore~ Lol.. We also played heart attack where we slap each other hands till all red. Haa..

The 3 days really fly very fast. But i really enjoyed the trip. Really made me forgot all my troubles during this period. And this is the frist time i went overseas with my own friends. Please organise more trips to further countries soon worz! cant wait for the next trip with u all~! Thanks for the enjoyable & memorable trip!

2007-05-03T20:30:00.000+08:00

Today was on my way home when i saw my private english tution teacher last time. He is Mr Gan. Long time since i last saw him. He has become more and more handsome until i almost cant recognise him until he smile at me. So happy that he still remembers me. Haha.. He is definately the mature and handsome type of guy that ladys will fall in love at him at first sight. I am serious! Haha..

Had a short chat with him at the coffee shop. So happy to hear that he is still having a tution centre there. Only that he have shifted next to my maths tution teacher side. Cool. My maths tution teacher is Mr low. Long time never see him also. One day i must make a trip down to their centres there to visit them. Really miss the both of them so much. Without their guidance and good teaching, there won't be me. I truely and greatly want to give them a BIG THANK YOU to them! They are the best. Especially Mr low my maths tution centre. Although very long never met him, but i have never forgotten him.

I can still remember the time when i got a D7 for my O level Maths exam. I was so sad and cried that i could not get into poly. It was then when Mr Gan, who introduced him to me as they were friends. And it was then when i saw hope. I can tell u Mr low was the best maths teacher i ever met. He is very patient and detail in teaching students. I was very lousy in my maths, always dunno how to do alot of maths Qns. But he never give up on me. He would patiently explain the solution to me until i am clear, and even prepared alot of Qns for me to practice. Sometimes when his students could not make it for his lesson, he would still give me 1 to 1 tution and even extra tution lessons. He would also go through the test papers that i did in sch. Thinking of all this now makes me so touched that i feel like crying too..

I will repay those who are good and sincere to me and had helped me before. And these 2 teachers are definately 2 person among many that i won't forget when i am successful one day! Cindy~ if u got read this, find one day we free go back visit them want? We always want go back visit but no time. Haha.. Contact me when u free to visit them ^^

2007-04-23T13:15:00.000+08:00

Things to think about..

When something happens to you, good or bad, consider what it means.

There's a purpose to life's events, to teach you how to laugh more, or not to cry too hard.

You cant make someone love you, all you can do is to be someone who can be loved. The rest is up to the person to realise your worth.

The measure of love is when you love without measure.

It's better to lose your pride to the one you love, than to lose the one you love because of pride.

We spent too much time looking for the right person to love or finding fault with those we already love, when instead we should be perfecting the love we give.

When you truly care for someone, you dont look for faults, you dont look for answers, you dont look for mistakes. Instead, you fight the mistakes, accepted the faults and overlook the excuses.

2007-04-14T22:02:00.001+08:00

This few days.. i keep thinking whether have i taken the wrong course during poly life.. I think i really shouldn't have chosen IT.. Haiz.. Cos for guys.. once u go to army.. everything u do will be related to what diploma u have.. For me is IT which i now have to be a programmer... Haiz.. I really hate to have everything to do with IT.. Cos.. frankly.. it is not the course i like also.. I dont like the kind of stress and pressure i have to face.. Also.. Being an IT student don't mean i am pro in everything in IT. That is the wrong concept everyone have on IT diploma holders.
I last time really should have went to take nursing and not wasted my 1 year retaking my O levels.. At least i know my life will be better if i have not chosen IT. Stupid me.. I always make the wrong decisions.. Now i am just struggling and wondering how to survive the next 1 year plus..

Today.. Saw a repeat jap drama on tv this afternoon. Was 1 of my favourite drama that i used to like alot last time. The drama title is 救命病栋24小时III. It is really a nice and touching drama. The drama is about having a serious earth quake in Tokyo and how the doctors and nurses goes about trying to save as many people as they can. I have watched this drama about 3 times. But still, everytime i will feel very touched by the drama until tears almost roll down from my cheek. Those whom have never watch this before should really go find it to watch.

Actually i really admire those doctors and nurses who really try their best to attend to all patients. This 2 occupations are the ones i admire the most. U will get to see and meet all kinds of patients. From friendly to those unreasonable kind. But no matter what.. It is the job to save and help those patients and thus, they still have to face those patients. 1 thing i really must let those people who have the wrong idea about doctors and nurses. U all might think that this 2 jobs are easy and highly paid, but it is actually not. Their job should be paid more then they are suppose to. Imagine when u are sleeping soundly at home, those people at working at their best 24hrs in the hospital without enough sleep and have to basically do everything. Imagine also when u are sick, u will get a mc to stay at home to rest. But for them, most of them will still carry on with their work at hospital.

I must say that i without doctors and nurses, our life will be chaos.. So for those who used to not to appreciate those things done by docs and nurses, u all really should start to think abt it and change your opinion on them. Lets give a big THANKS to all docs and nurses who have been working so hard everyday all this while. Jia You~!

2007-04-13T11:15:00.000+08:00

Below is another test i took. True also. Haha.. Just try it!

Your Love Style is Agape

You are a caring, kind, and selfless partner.
Unsurprisingly, your love style is the most rare.
You are willing to sacrfice your world for your sweetie.
Except it doesn't really feel like sacrifice to you.
For you, nothing feels better than giving to the one you love.

What's Your Love Style?

2007-04-12T10:25:00.000+08:00

Below is the test result i took from a website. Very true and accurate for me. try it if you want.

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to good manners and elegance.

In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.

You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

2007-04-08T11:44:00.000+08:00

Recently just posted to my new unit as a programmer. I don't like being a programmer. But no choice.. Somehow i still got to survive the next 1 year 2 months more.. I am getting to find life more and more meaningless.. Everyday working from morn till ard evening. after that go home also nothing to do except online games like AuditionSea to keep me company. Can't sleep late also as next day got to work. Haiz.. Is like a same old routine going round and round repeating itself.. Regretted taking IT.. So stress.. Why i always have to do things related to IT even in army. Argh.. The only thing i found it worthwhile is knowing many good friends in poly. I really need some kind of force or motivation or meaning in life to keep me going.. U all might think that i am very free and carefree as i always online. But.. Everyday.. There are things that i need to think about, sort out, and attend to.. Even weekends i also don't feel like going out. Its so lonely shopping alone. Guessed i am the only few who is online on weekends..

I still remember the first day i went to my new unit. Had a causual chat with my warrent officer. talked also abit on personal stuffs. and of all qns, he have to ask me if i had a gf.. Haiz.. I know i am the only guy without gf.. But why this qn always.. But nvm. Used to it.. In life.. Everyone has something that is worth for them looking forward to & continue with it. But whats mine? I have no idea.. If i have a chance to choose.. I would wish to go into a real relationship. Thats all i wish for.. But always.. The most simpliest wish seems to be the most difficult to come true. Thats y i have admitted to fate.. If it wants to make me suffer.. So be it.. After all i cannot change fate but to accept it..

2007-03-31T02:15:00.000+08:00

Yesterday went to celebrate my grandma 80th birthday. Had dinner at fortunate restaurant. Long time since i saw my dad's side relatives. But nothin much to talk to them also. Still prefer my mum's side relatives. Haha.. Lucky i can make it to the dinner. Cos as e 2nd eldest grandson i should try to attend the dinner. Hmm.. is about 8 courses meal. Total 2 tables. But the total bill is scary.. 1200++ dolllars. Cos all are expensive food. Begin from cold dish to main dishes to desert. got abalones, shark fins, scallops, beijing ducks etc.. I like the desert which is made of yam. That kind which u can eat during wedding. So nice.. But if eat all this kind of food often, i will get sick of it also. Lol.. If u ask me the food nice or not, i can say, to me is alright la. Average standard. Cos to me, I have very high standard and taste when it comes to food. Haha.. Thats y if i am going into F&B next time, i will have high standards for my food also. Haha.. Average food i wont sell to customers also. Only will serve the best~ =P
Next time got places with good food i will sure put in my blog also. Haha.. So stay tuned.. =x

2007-03-28T18:43:00.000+08:00

Today went to service center to repair my K600I.. Sian.. 2nd time spoiled since i bought it.. No more warranty, got to pay for repair le. Sob.. Can only collect it this sat.. Luckily i still got my non cam phone. So u all can still contact me worz.

After that went shopping along before meeting my advisor. Went to kinokuniya to look around. First time i go see all the diff sections of books there. I still prefer the business/management, interior design and the comics section. One weird thing is that got old uncle go find books on how to start a business. Lol.. Too bad don have the business book i want. So never buy anything. The designs in e interior design books are also very nice.. Next time i want to design my home myself to be like those. Also went to HMV and bought some VCDs to watch. No choice.. ppl like me with no life can only entertain myself with VCDs at home. Haha..

By the way my skin looks very fair meh. I thought is already quite dark le. Dotz.. Got 1 person don believe i from army when i told her that. Haha.. Last time my skin even more fair de lo. I can still remember was during my pri 6 that time. Cos that got 1 of my classmate also same as me skin quite white. We both always top in chinese in the class and thus we 2 became our chinese teacher favourite students. Many other classmates say we 2 very suitable. Hahaha.. Actually she can be consider very guai and pretty. I still got our class photo with her inside. Haha.. But that age i never bother much about all the BGR thingy. Maybe that time i was still "innocent"? Lol.. But i know that she seems to like me. Cos she always lend me things to use. Also sometimes for no reason she will pass me some small gifts. I always paiseh to take it but another gal sit beside her desk always ask me to just take. Haha.. So.. she can be considered the first gal who like me bah. But too bad after we went sec sch, we lose contact.. sad right? No choice..

Hmm.. dunno y i suppose to write about today thing but in the end went writing about the past.. Lol.. Maybe i really misses my pri sch life and maybe also miss her abit bah. =X But past is past. So lets just look ahead~! Those days can be considered the most carefree days with no worries and where friends can be considered real friends..

2007-03-21T04:30:00.000+08:00

Finally i am back to blogging. Previously i got some problem saving template and post. So i did not blog for some time. My new Rainie pic on this blog nice? =x Haha.. Spent a few hours doing it. Some of you might have wonder what i have been doing recently, basically nothing much. My life is so plain and boring. Lol.. Someone pls help me to color my life..

Have been helping fren doing things and researching stuffs that i will need soon to come. If a person is someone that i like, of cos everything i will try my best to help. Hee.. Recently saw some frens in friendster, shock to know that mostly are married. Cool. Happy for them too. Now trend to marry early? Haha.. frens are married and i am still a bachelor.. Sad case right? Maybe be a rich bachelor also not bad.. But who will like to remain single whole life.. Not me.. Lol.. And i am working to the path to be rich~! And also thanks to those helping me now to make my dream come true soon. =D

Thinking about my army life, finally half a year have past. 1 1/2 more to go and i can start to go into my dream. Going to change camp soon also. Hope will be a good one too.

2007-02-14T11:18:00.000+08:00

Yesterday read this week i-weekly magazine and read the horoscope part. It says this year will be very unlucky for me! and the content inside is quite true.. Argh.. No wonder since the starting of this year, nothing goes right for me.. I have already been very careful in everything i do, but still bad luck cant be avoided.. How am i going to pass the remaining months.. *FAINT*.

Recently i have been stressed out. Too many thing need to settle and worry about. *Pray hard everything will go as what i wish for*.. This thurs and fri are critical days. It will determine whether after April, i can continue to relax a bit or i will have no time for everything.. Hope i can continue to stay in my current camp.. I really like my current unit.. Argh.. I also hope to be able to enjoy my mid year holiday.. Hope it will not be ruin, or i am going to me very very very sad.. >.<

I am very tensed up. Hope all my worries will not come true. Or it will be a nightmare.. Today i went out with my bro to buy new clothes. Actually i am trying to find something to do so that i won't think too much..

The recent dead of Hsu Wei Lun made me sad.. Cos she is 1 of my favorite idol also. I like her is not because of her look, but her character. How many gals can have character like her? Not many perhaps. Thats why she is unique. Why all the good people always die young and the bad people do not.. Life is so unfair and unpredictable. U never know what will happen to u the next day. So, make full use and enjoy each day of your life. Also, cherish the one u love or express your love before it is too late..

Hsu Wei Lun will always be remembered by me and all who loves her..

2007-02-07T12:14:00.000+08:00

My 1000 pieces of jigsaw puzzle was completed on sunday~! Finally is done~ Ahahaha.. Sooo Happy... Nice or not? Hee.. Next time who want to fix any jigsaw at a short time, i can help u also~ No service charge. haha.. Felt a sense of acheivement after completing this. wanted to buy more to fix, but hang too many in my room also not nice. Haahaa.. Perhaps next time i can fix and give to friends as bday gifts. Good idea! =p

Sad.. Just as i expected.. Valentine Day i will be spending my whole day on duty in camp.. Super sian.. Haiz.. But no choice, my partner wanted off on that day. Probably he wants to spend it with his gf. So i decided to take over the shift for that day, let him have a enjoyable day.. What to do.. Since i do not have a date, i guess i might as well just spend my day in camp with other poor fellows who are on duty that day too. >.< Lonely Valentine.. Sad..

Wish all couples an advance happy Valantine day!

2007-01-31T08:20:00.000+08:00

Recently, i feel so bored at home nothing to do. So, today, i went to buy a jigsaw puzzle. Haha.. It is a 1000 pieces Disney puzzle. Very nice.. when i finish making i take photo for u all to see.. Lol.. Saw another winnie the pooh jigsaw which is also quite nice.. But i cant buy both. Cos quite ex as i still have to buy the frame. Thus, i the end i chosen Disney jigsaw which has my favourite cartoon, Mickey Mouse~! Lol..

It has been quite a long time since i last fixed a jigsaw puzzle. Cos busy last time. Somehow, i am addicted to jigsaw puzzle. Haha.. Dunno why also.. But i think that fixing jigsaw is fun and challenging. And also there is a sense of satisfaction when it is completed. Many envy me for having the patience to spend so much time fixing jigsaw puzzles. Haha..

Dunno why also, today i kana approached by 2 prudential char bo 2 times. Lol.. why people always find me buy policy when there are so many people outside there. Haha.. But too bad i bought le. So they are too late! =X I one look see their red lanyard without wording, i know is them le. Then they ask me how i know, i told them my advisor also from their company. Haha.. Was with some frens also wearing formal, so those advisor thought i working. When i told them i 21 only they dont believe. Lol.. Okok i admit i am old. =D

Time to fix my puzzle le~! *gone*

2007-01-24T13:06:00.000+08:00

Weeks by weeks has past.. Now is already the 3rd week of Jan. Time really flies.. The past week has really been bad luck for me.. Sad.. Everything went wrong and i almost feel like crying.. I cant stop thinking about the bad things that has happened.. Becos, i tried to forget, but every night when i close my eyes, those bad memories will flash on my mind >.< I just hope that from tomorrow onwards, no more bad things will happen to me..

Feburary is approaching.. Haiz.. but i tink mine will be a bad month except for the chinese new year that i am looking forward to.. Most probably i will be spending most of the days for this month in camp.. So many duties.. Valentine is coming soon also, but i dont tink this day will be any special for me. No date.. as i am timid to date one out. useless me.. Also.. my 6th sense tells me that most probably i will be in camp that day till night.. omg.. hope not..

Really wish to have someone to share my problems with.. Sometimes when i come home from a bad day, i really wish to have someone to lend a listening ear. But i do not feel like telling my bad day to my family. Frens are mostly busy, don't wish to trouble them also. Maybe thats my character bah. from young, i tend to keep things to myself and just let others see the happy side of me. Sometimes when i am more quiet then usual, it means that there are things troubling me.

I just wish to have a gf by my side to be there for me when i need her, that is all i wish for. All the bad things pls go far far away from me~! I want a good and happy year ahead and not a bad and unlucky one~!

2007-01-14T05:09:00.000+08:00

Yesterday went to N.Y.D.C to have dinner with frens. Actually is my first time go there eat. Food there is not bad. Service also quite good. Seen quite a few interesting restaurants design so far. Made me have some ideas. Haha.. When eating, all was deciding on a place to go on vacation. Talking about vacation, it has really been a long time since i had one. Sad.. I had always wanted to go to Taiwan, Hong Kong and Japan. But too bad no time to go.. I miss Thailand also, although i went there 5 to 6 times before, but i don't mind going again. haa.. I want my dream holiday~ >.< Maybe after my army life, i will go on holiday overseas first before i start working.

When shopping around after dinner, i noticed that the sales some sales person in some shop is really not that good. Come to think of was those News and newspaper say about sg service line, i totally agree that it need more improvement. I have working in retail/sales line for about 2 years in total, Comparing my time to the present, the attitude of sales persons last time is still better then now. Those sales person really need to undergo more days or basic training before they start servicng customers. Most of their attitude is bad. Thats all i can say..

Valentine day is still quite some time more to go, but y everywhere and everyone is talking about it. haa.. To me every year, this day is just a normal day to me. Sad case right? haha.. Everyone has been asking me how will i be spending this year this day also. But, this year.. i dunno also..

2007-01-02T14:16:00.000+08:00

Yesterday went to eat Fish & Co and catch death note 2 with my usual poly frens. I never watched the part 1 or even anime before. But i think the show still not bad. Imagine u have that note book that can kill baddies anytime. Cool~ hahaha.. After that went to marnia square are to watch fireworks. Everywhere was packed with people, have to squeeze thru here and there.. Didn't managed to get a good view to watch the vireworks, but our spot was good enough le. The fireworks was very nice~ Should have more of this. hahaha.. A brand new year le, hope that everything will go smoothly for me this year. And also, hope everyone will have a great year ahead for all working or studying!

Today, was hoping to have a good sleep till afternoon after a tiring countdown yesterday. but then i remember i had to go have dim sum with family and relatives at VivoCity in the morn. Sob.. There goes my nice holiday sleep..

Reached there around 11am. Lucky it was still quite early, not much people inside the restaurant. Lucky we know the manager there and she helped us reserver 2 big table facing the sea. Looking towards the sea is sentosa~ Cool.. She recommended all the nice dim sums to us, and it really taste good~ *drooling*

There was quite a few waitress serving both our tables, many other were looking at our side, as if we were VIPs. LoL.. The foods were served quite fast and the service was good. Every type of dim sums we ordered were delicious. I have eaten quite a few restaurant that has dim sum. But i think this dim sum is still nicer. There was a particular waitress whom i think her service was very good. She wears a smile on her face when she serves or no matter what she does. And also, she is very attentive to the customer needs and request. Too bad i forgot to tell her manager about how good her service was. hahaha.. Maybe my next visit bah.

After eating, i saw the bill, we eat quite alot of dim sum. Total bill was around 350++. But lucky we knnow the manager, so got quite a big discount. Hee.. So after discount, was not that ex after all.
For those who don't mind dim sum that is abit expensive but nice, i would recommend u all go there. For those who wish to know which restaurant is that, u can ask me =D Their dim sum alot nice, so too many to list here. I can recommend u which dish nice if u want to eat there also =D

It was worth for me to sleep lesser but enjoyed a good meal~

2006-12-26T10:59:00.000+08:00

Today.. I finally come to a decision on 1 thing. That is to give up on someone whom i think i should. At the same time, this also means that i have decided to stop myself from liking anyone. Liking someone secretly for so long can actually be a torture mentally. Seeing her close with another guy makes me have a weird kind of feeling. Which i think is jealousy bah. No choice, who ask me to be so timid when it comes to love. So, maybe i will be single for dunno how long bah. Now, i just wanna concentrate what i hope to achieve in my career soon.

Last weekend had bbq and spent a day at edwin house for class gathering. The gathering seems to be having lesser people each year. Sad.. I think for next year maybe will have less then 10 ppl already. But no matter how busy i am, i will still attend all this gatherings. Cos to me, friendship is the most important priority. Happy to hear that all of them are doing fine. Had a xmas gift exchange after the bbq. It is funny as some of them can buy "interesting" thing as gift. Pengz.. Haha.. But after all, it is the thought that counts. Watched movie at his house till late night, in the end all sleeping in the morn. Haha..

Anyway, thanks for the gifts, cards & christmas wishes from u all~! Merry Xmas and Best wishes for a brand new year~! Friends Forever~!

2006-12-19T11:32:00.000+08:00

Christmas is coming. Everyone seems to be busy buying gifts for frens and love ones. As for me.. i just buy gift for myself, as a way of wishing myself merry christmas bah. Everyone seems to be looking forward to christmas, but not for me.. Every year christmas to me is the same. In the past, i still wish for a memorable xmas, but for now, i just think of it as a public holiday to rest. Some say that xmas is not a happy day for lonely people. I agree with it.

People nowadays are spending more $ buying xmas gifts. Which i think is actually a waste of $. If i have alot $ next time, i wish to buy gifts for those less fortunate kids. After all, xmas is an occasion to share your happiness.

The best gift i think is something that we make with our own hand. An example is baking a tin of cookies or cake for your love ones, which i always wanted to do so but never had a chance. Some may think this is nothin but the person u gave it to will surely be touched.

Recently i have been MIA for some time. Sry to those unable to find me. Hee.. During my off days, i have mostly been rotting at home. Recently i feel like drawing dunno why also. haha.. Expecially drawing surrounding and people. So those who want me draw u can find me also! LOL.. Also i spent some time learning cooking and baking, which is actually quite fun. Mixing ingredients together, reminding me of last time chemistry lesson mixing chemicals. LoL.. Btw i not housewife hor. haha.. Thats just my interest. Learn le next time cook for u all to eat ok? =D

Signs to show if u really like he/she

2006-12-04T03:41:00.000+08:00

Have u really wondered if the someone u like or secretly like is really the one?
Below are some signs to show if u really like that him/her.

1. As soon as when u come online, whose msn nick do you search or look at first?

2. Who do u tend to sms more often then the rest of your frens?

3. When your hp rings or beeps, who do u hope that person will be?

4. Who makes your heart beat faster every time you see or talk to he/she?

5. Who is it that you always find yourself always thinking about - wondering if he/she is thinking about you?

6. Who is the first person that comes to your mind that u wish to ask out for a dinner or a date?

7. Who is the first person that comes to your mind whom u think can give u a sense of security?

8. When u are out shopping and see something nice, who do u feel like buying that thing to give to?

9. When u buy a birthday gift, who is the one that will make u willing spend more to buy a more expensive gift to give to?

10. Who is the person that first comes to your mind whom u want to understand him/she more?

So after reading these 10 signs, whose name appears the more? If that name appears the more from your mind, then he/she is the right one for u~! Go for it!

What do u all think of me?

2006-12-03T17:41:00.000+08:00

These few days, i have been thinking.. What kind of person am i? I guess even i myself wants to find out. Many around me have been saying that i am a mr nice guy. but am i? i don't think so.. If i am one, then i won't be single le.. Actually, i just like to treat everyone good help out people who are in need. Becos.. i myself previously have experience alot hardship during my early working days. Previously, i have been working for almost 2 yrs plus. Mainly in retail sales. From boss, colleuges, customers etc.. all kinds of people i have seen before.

In this society nowadays, people only care for their own self. Sad to say it is true. Think about it yourself, how many so called "frens" or collegues are willing to help you out when you need help in certain things? Just 1 or 2 perhaps. Most people only bother to help themselves and will not do anything that don't benefit them. I used to work with some boss and colleuges who are those selfish type.

Things for u to think about..

2006-11-21T13:56:00.000+08:00

是否，只有不悔而坚定的爱才是最真？
每个人心中都有一把尺子，我们用它来衡量过真善美，也用它来平衡过内心复杂的天平，而爱情，这个世上最难以用对与错、是与非去评价的情感，飘渺得就像阵烟雾，烟雾是抓不住的，又怎么可以称得出它的重量呢？所谓：爱有多深恨就有多深，真的是一句让人不寒而栗的句子，为了这句话，世上又会出现多少痴心的人？为了这句话，这世上又会出现多少负心人？其实，很难估量爱与恨的比例，因为当你把承诺给了一个人，就难免会辜负另一个人，正如我们心里都曾经暗暗安慰过自己的一句话：世事皆难两全。

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当你还在陷入别人恋情感动的时候，自己是否也会长吁一声？是啊，拥有属于自己的幸福才是真谛，只有亲身体会，才能不让青春留有遗憾。可是，有时我们总在优柔寡断中踌躇不前，却不明白真心以对的时光会稍纵即逝，如不珍惜把握，也只有在别人的爱情中缅怀自己了。感觉不一定全对，却也不光是虚无的等待，说不定，就会摩擦出炽热的火花，那些属于你的记忆，你是想空守一生，还是愿细细珍藏？享受了来自《东方茱丽叶》式的浪漫之音，恋爱吧，在这深秋的季节！

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朋友和恋人，也许只有一线之隔，但有时却举步维艰，无法跨越那道爱的界限。进一步，害怕打碎朋友间默契的感觉，退一步，却又不甘心无法触碰你的笑脸。有一种感觉，深埋在心底，无法承认，无法掩饰，无法接受却又无法拒绝。它飘动在你含情脉脉的眼波中，它颤抖在你温暖柔软的手心里，它荡漾在你不急不徐的呼吸中，它慢慢地沉淀在包围着我们的空气里，把我们拖入了，爱与不爱的怪圈。

guessed i am old.. haha

2006-11-21T05:07:00.000+08:00

Hmm recently so many female frens around me keep thinking that i am engaged or married. why is it so ar.. I also don't have gf how is it possible. Haha.. I asked a few and they say becos the way i talk sound mature, like a very responsible and mature husband. I didn't know that.. Haha..

Actually, i just wanna plan for my future and have a clear goal of what i hope to achieve in the years to come. I just wish my family to have a relax life next time. It is just as simple as this. I think i am those type that aspire to achieve something big bah. Maybe is also partly becos that my frens around me mostly are older then me also. So when i mix with them more, my thinking also influence by them bah. I tink that planning for your future as early as during your poly or JC days is important. That is the best time to start with. For those haven starting planning. now is also still not too late. As the years go by, more $ will be needed for different stages of life. So i cant just sit and enjoy life now. Need to plan or next time u all see me on road sweeping le. HAha..

To all who has a dream and wish to achieve something big. My piece advice: Go for it! Dont think you are not up to it, find someone or something that can motivate you to strive. Noone can be successful without taking the first step out to try and reach for your goal!

2006-11-03T06:37:00.000+08:00

Recently was tidying up my desk and happen to find 3 of my last time sec sch year book. Haven nv read them for a long time. Thus started flipping thru. It really brought back many of my memories.. Misses many teachers and frens.. Sob.. But too bad, all the teachers there mostly are gone. Haiz.. Mieese the time when everyday after sch hang ard the shopping mall with frens drinking starbuck or even doing silly things.. Misses my CCA also which is NPCC. I miss my cca life. Miss the fun we had for all activities and teaching our knowledge to the juniors. Actually i should thank my npcc officers who have given me a chance to prove my capability. Really miss the thailand trip that they sent me there whereby only 2 of us were chosen to go. And also all my dearest squad mates, miss u all~! Miss Northland Sec~! >.< But memories are jus history.. Time can nv be turned back to the good old days..

I used to be cheerful and happy everyday during my pri and sec sch days. dunno y.. at the time goes by, the chearful Jianlong seems to be vanishing slowly.. Should be old le got more problems and things to think abt bah. Responsibility is so heavily pressing me till it is so hard to breathe.. Thats y harder to smile. i also seldom ask frens out le. Cos i dont wish them see the sad side of me. When i am moody, i will just go to my usual place that i used to go last time to watch the sunset and try to empty my thoughts..

When i see kids now, i really evny them as they are so carefree unlike me. Really wish to have someone beside me to accompany me and brighten up my life.. Wish that the gal i like know i likes her and appreciates the things i have done for her.. Many people says i am silly, why do i like a gal and treat her so good but dont dare tell her. I guess i am just a silly boy bah. I am just scared that after i tell her, i might scare her off.. So thats my ans to it bah..

我是傻瓜..
*Misses the past and hates the present..*

2006-10-30T12:06:00.000+08:00

Last evening went to coffeeshop to have my dinner. Dunno wat to eat also. Every week eat there till all the uncles and aunties there know me le. Ordered a plate of wan ton mee to eat.

Just went i was abt to find a seat, i notice that there was a gal who was eating, keep looking at me. I was thinking: "must be i tink too much le". so i nv bother much and sat down to eat. The gal was sitting back face to me a few tables away. But i notice she keep turning back to look at me.. When i look back, she quickly turn back.. I felt so uncomfortable eating as she was looking. I thought she know me or i know her but i think for a long time but i don't think i know her.

Not long, an auntie from the new mee stall sat down next to her. i then realise the gal was the daughter of that auntie. But the gal still keep turning back to peep at me. Her mum thought wat her daughter was looking at, and also look same direction towards me.. So paiseh sia.. After eating, she went back to help her mum at the stall, but she was still looking at me. Total i tink she peep at me for abt 8 times.. Pengz.. I quickly finished my mee and went off. Phew..

2006-10-08T02:43:00.000+08:00

Finally got a chance to take some rest after working 15hrs in camp everyday. Everyday in camp from sunrise to night fall is sooo no life.. So hard to find someone to talk there as my work there requires me to work independently. Only occassionally got some sergents come chit chat with me. My mind is filled with tones of thoughts in which, some of them i tink decisions have to be made.. My mind feels so heavy..

The girl whom i like seems to like another guy and they seems to be quite close. Both of them are frens whom i know for more then 3 years.. what should i do.. should i let them be together? no idea wat i should do next..

Haiz.. After 2 years, if there is nothing or noone that is worth for me to stay, i tink i will consider going overseas. Either travelling around the world to clear my mind and at the same time learn some more cooking skills overseas, or find a nice country to settle down and set up a small cafe or restaurant there . Some of u may wonder why i have this thought. Reason is simple, There is too much sad memories and people that i wish to forget here..

Sad.. For the time being, i just try to wait and seek out wat is there worth for me to stay.. If within this 2 years there is a girl who is able to make me stay, then i will stay bah. Else i will leave this place for dunno how long also bah. Hope to learn some unique coooking skills at diff countries and mayb set up my small business overseas or back in SG bah. Maybe by the time i am back, will be the time when i can totally forget the pople and things that i wish to erase from my mind..

*Lost in darkness without any directions.. Waiting for an angel to guide me out..*

2006-09-22T11:10:00.000+08:00

It has been quite some time since i write new bog post. Dunno why many people like to read my post. So, here i am posting a new entry bah.

Recently, i am getting more and more sick of my boring life.. Everyday i am almost doing the same routine. Most of my time is spent in camp, which is super sian.. Even if i got book out, i also don't feel like going out. Cos no point going out alone and see those couples out there. Making me feel more lonely. The thought of all my friends are either busy with NS, studying Uni and working, makes me cancel my thought of asking them out. Since everyone will be busy and i do not wish to disturb them..

Loneliness can really affect a person's mood greatly.. I tried to do things that i like to do but still, i am moody.. I really need an angel to save me from my misery.. But too bad, no angel appeared so far.. Helped to pair up many people as couples last time, maybe thats what as people used to say: "If you pair up too many successful couples and u will be lonely in future". And it seems true..

But i never regretted pairing up couples. Because seeing them find someone suitable makes me happy and have a sense of sastifaction. Sometimes i really wonder if i am a love angel sent from heaven to help people find happiness and which i am not allow to fall in love myself.. Hope it is not true.. Haiz.. Really hope to have that someone by my side.. But dunno if she knows or get the meaning from the things i do or not..

I tried asking people in what way have i helped them in successfully experssing themself. What they say were mainly due to each of the sms that i customised for them. Hmm.. I am not sure about this. But so far. most of the sms that i sent out are mostly created by myself. I have made diff sms for people to send to diff people. Eg: frens, love ones, or even someone they like. So, till now, i have become a co called "sms centre" pengz..

When i sent out sms to my frens, diff people i send out sms which have diff meaning.
Only if the person is someone i like, then the sms i sent will be abit diff and has special meaning. Hope that gal knows bah. So far only 1 person whom i sent to, the sms has special meaning in it most of the time. But that dont mean i anyhow sent sms to the rest hor. i also bother to type meaningful things in it hor. Lol.. So if anyone need any sms, feel free to find me~ I will be glad to crack my brain help u create one. LOl..

Thats all for now bah. Written quite alot le. But bo bian.. Many people always say i nv update my blog. So how u feel after reading? Lol..

2006-09-05T12:03:00.000+08:00

I love korean drama~
Here’s another one korean series which I have watched when I was back home. “Save Your Last Dance For Me (Save The Last Dance for Me) ” is a hit drama not to be missed.

This drama, like most korean dramas, is a romantic one. It tells a love story between Soo Jin (Eugene, formerly member of S.E.S.) and Ji Sung (Ji Seong from All In). Soo Jin is a pure but unsophisticated lady who runs a small resort inn with her father. Soo Jin is just an ordinary girl, but her life changes when she meets a man (Ji Sung) who has completely lost his memory. She takes him in and cares for him, and gives him a name “Chan Wu”. Well, as expected, love blossoms, and soon they have their engagement ceremony. However, on the night of their engagement ceremony, Soo Jin’s father passes away. And soon after, Chan Wu disappears too! In the blink of an eye, the two people Soo Jin loves most in the world has left her. The ending was unpredictable, but still an acceptable one. This series has 20 episodes ~~ 20 hours. But, I think it is worth the time.Rating: 9 out of 10

The story is good, but the songs in the drama are what i like most. To name a few: Give My Love, Our Love Will Always Last and Destiny (Instrumental). I think I’m so addicted to Korean dramas and movies. =p Below are 2 music videos from the song to this drama. Enjoy~

MV Song title: Our Love Will Always Last

MV Song title: Give My Love

2006-08-27T11:56:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday to me!
Happy Birthday to me!
Happy Birthday to meee!
Happy Birthday to me!

Haahaahaa.. Really thanks to all who remembered that today is my 21th bday. To those who send their wishes for me by sms, email, ecard etc.. A BIG THANKS to u all worz~! Although jus a simple sms or email, i am very happy le. Really hor! Haha.. Thanks to all who gave me gift and treated me eat swensens and play pool~ U all know who u are right? Hee.. Never expected the gift and the treat. Was suprised. Haha.. Actually felt bad for making u ppl spent $ buy gift for me and treating me. Xie Xie~ ^^
*Felt very touched*

Oh ya! Happy Birthday to Marvin and all those whose bday same as me also worz!

2006-08-21T01:20:00.000+08:00

My Big 21th Bday cake~

Food Food Food~

Yesterday my family advance celebrated my 21th Birthday for me. Which is suppost to be on this coming 26th Aug. All my relatives also came to celebrate for me. Has been quite some time since all or relatives and cousins can meet up together to chit chat and play. So happy to receive alot of big hong baos from my parents, grandma, relatives and neighbour. And also Suprised to receive a Creative Zen Nano Plus from my younger bros Hee.. Thanks. But i will save the $ up for my future business use. ^^ There was so much food, in the end cannot finish. Haha.. So many people including my uncles maids ask me why my gf never come, but problem is i don't even have 1. LoL.. Made quite a few Bday wishes, but dunno when they will come true.. 2 wishes are the one i hope most. 1 is to find a gf soon bah, which i dunno can come true or not.. The other is to wish that everyone around me are blessed with plenty of happiness and joy~

Hmm.. next Sat my actual bday but dunno who will be celebrating with me. Hope don't have to spend it by rotting at home bah. Haha.. Lastly.. Thanks to all who came to my bday celebration yesterday! It was a special and memoriable one for me. Thanks!

2006-07-31T07:26:00.000+08:00

Recently, i happened to know that a few of the gals that i know each have found a great bf currently. Really felt happy for them. Cos, in the past, they treated me very good but i was then quite stupid and did not know that they have actually given me a chance. But now knowing that they have found someone better then me, i feel happy too.

Actually, my character is abit blur and timid type when it comes to relationship. Sometimes, gals willl treat me good becos they like me, and i willl blur blur and assume that they are treating me as normal fren. But deep in my heart, i like them also. In the end. both party dunno whether they like each other or not. Thats why i missed many chances. I am stupid right? Haha..

Sometimes i will be at a lost of words when going out with gal alone whom i like. Thus, it is quite weird and quiet when i dunno wat to say. So if i am lost of words, u should know why le. Haha.. Normally if the gal is someone whom i really like, i will do anything that they request for or need help in that is within my capability. So not every gal get this special treatment hor. Only dunno if that someone know it or not..

So if anyyone likes me, pls try to hint me. Cos i am a blur sotong! lol..

2006-06-26T07:49:00.000+08:00

Dunno why, today i feel like coming here to write down my feelings.. Has been 2 weeks since i enlisted. Recently i find myself unable to stay cheerful as i used to be.. Haiz.. I am really turning into a moodless human. Don't feel like talking much also nowadays.. I am turning into someone whom i dunno also. . But i always try to be happy and cheerful like what everyone of u used to know of me.. I don't like people to feel sad just becos i do.. Maybe like what my frens say to me, i have been hiding all my feelings inside of me too long le bah..

Sometimes misses for home and frens really makes me feel like crying. But i really can't hold back my tears.. It has really been along time since i told myself not to cry no matter what. Haiz.. Trying hard to eliminate all the negative feelings inside me.. But easier said then done.. Now then i know how loneliness really feels like..

Going to book in again.. Sad.. Thanks to all who tried to cheer me up. I will try to be the happy and cheerful me that you all used to know bah.. Miss you all~ *Vanished*

*sob sob*

2006-06-21T04:22:00.000+08:00

Yesterday night booked out for the graduation today. Book out feeling was so good. At least can come back singapore. Miss my home so much. Hahaha.. Took me 2 hours to reached home. Such a long journey. But luckily on the way got a few chio bu to see =X lol.. Army training was so tough. Bo bian also. My skin also become darker. Now my hair so short. Not nice sia. Lol..

Today went back NYP to attend the graduation ceremony. Finally graduated from NYP!! Feel happy and sad at the same time. It has really been quite some time since i went back. Really bring me back alot of memories. The lecturers are all still the same. Only thing is that they seems to have aged a little. Saw some frens there whom i know. Most got gf or bf le. Envy them.. Haiz.. not able to see all my poly mates there today also. Sad.. But at least still managed to take some photos with my class ppl.

Time really flies few months ago I was still a student. Now "a man in green". Everything seems to be changing very fast just in a blink of eyes. Really miss my poly life and all the sweet memories i had with you all.. *Feel like crying*.. How i wish time could go back to the past..

I feel so bored and lonely in the army. Haiz.. Lucky still got some of you who sms me often when i am in camp. Thanks to you all for keeping me company.

This thurs booking out again after the 2 weeks inside, and then Sun night book in again. Sian.. Those who want go out on fri or sat can find me. I know Quan hand is itchy for pool le. Keep asking me play pool today. Haha.. Who wants go out just fix a time and i will be there.

*Congrats to all who are finally graduated!!*

2006-06-07T12:27:00.000+08:00

Time passed so fast.. 2 days later i will be in tekong le. Haiz.. So decided to write my last entry for now bah, don't think will have much time to write next time. I wished i could join the sept intake with my other frens.. But bo bian.. Sad.. Lucky still got Marvin going same day as me. Remember to find me in there hor Marvin~! Those who going in this wk one can also find me..

Haiz.. still don't feel like packing my army stuffs.. Maybe later bah. Not feeling that well now also >.< I really want to thank everyone who has accompany me go walk walk, play or eat recently. I really enjoyed the outings with you all~! Xie le! Haiz.. Dunno when will have the chance where everyone could get together again for outings. Soon, all will be busy either with studying Uni, working or in NS. Sad..But don't for get to keep in contact with me wor~ If anyone wanna ask me out during weekends, just leave me a sms and i will get back to you asap when i am free..

Sad.. My 21th bday this year maybe cannot celebrate outside tekong le bah.. Since it is on a Saturday, hope can book out bah. But then.. thinking about it.. I don't think will be any special even if i can celebrate outside. The most i tink is to eat with family as usual bah. Haiz.. I really hope to have a special and memorable 21th bday this year. Don't think have the chance bah.. Sad.. Sometimes i really envy other people's bday. Got so many people and also gf to celebrate with them and also receive so man gifts. Haiz.. Ke lian de wo.. I don't expect much for my bday this year..

Hope this 2 years pass faster bah. I will miss everyone of you~! All the happy memories with you all will be keeping me company inside camp.. I will see some of u during graduation ceremony soon. *sad*

2006-06-05T11:30:00.000+08:00

Today went to shop alone in town. Happen to came across this Sony Ericsson booth in the mall where they are having the last day handphone sale. The price without contract was indeed quite cheap. There was this sales assistant at the booth who was very friendly and quite chio. Her age can see is around 23 or 24. She asked me the purpose for me buying the phone and told me which phone is better and more suitable for my use. I was wearing formal. Overall we both werar all black. Haha.. She see me wear formal and started to ask me i working or in army. Then i say "army lor". Then she say: "going to come out soon or still a long way? haha.." I wondered why she asked this. We even joke around. Lol..

In the end, i bought the 1 she recommended. Cos, she was so sweet and really good in service. She borrowed my nric and start to write the receipt. She looked at it for a few sec and say: "wa.. u got the same surname as me". So funny.. i thought wat she want to say.. lol.. I tink my surename is quite rare bah. Also she took out a free gift which is a watch. The she say: "shhh.. free for you~ this watch is suppose to buy another more expensive model then have. Don't say i not good hor." Lucky her other collegues nv see. lol.. I was stunned. She so good lor. the phone already on offer still got free watch somemore. Hahaha... When she was packing the hp for me, saw her put a slip of paper into it also. Inside got her name and num. Wa.. Really shocked.. Dunno what to say..

I really wondered why i always only can attract gals older than me. And not gals same or younger then me.. Really weird.. Last time also got a gal older a few yrs then me likes me. Weird.. Anyone can tell me why? Maybe only mature women will like me bah. Haha.. But i still prefer gals same age or younger then me abit.

2006-06-04T11:12:00.000+08:00

Today went to the IT fair at suntec convention. Super many people, so hard to walk around.. Hmm.. This time i think the LC monitors are very cheap. Most of the people there mostly bought printers and LCD monitors.

After that went walk around. Finally found the right size bottle of odors spray for my NS uniform. At Millenium Walk, there was a family singing challenge and there are 5 judges. The guest star is Kelly Poon. Finally get to see her in person. Wa.. She very thin lor. On tv see still alright. She sang the song "On My Way". Dunno y, i find her style abit similar to Sun Yan Zi.

Then, took a shuttle bus to Orchard. So many roadshows.. There was a band outside cineleisure singing. The female leading singer sang not bad. Got 1 song she sang is Lydia- by FIR. I admire the part where she could sing the high pitch. That was nice. Seldom got people can sing that song quite good. Eat at the Shilin xiao ci there. Eaten a bowl of oyster mee sua and the XXL crispy chicken. The oyster mee sua which i had for the first time was quite nice. You all should try next time.

Haiz.. I think i will miss everything when i in army in 4 days time.. Sad..

2006-05-29T05:23:00.000+08:00

Yesterday went to raffles place TeaHouse at china square to eat dim sum buffet with my dit class ppl and edwin's sis. Dunno why recently i keep going out to eat. Haha.. The dim sum not bad, only if got more variety of dim sum will be better. Long time since i eaten dim sum, but i mis the ding tai feng xiao long pao more. Afer that we went to marina square to play pool. Dunno why also keep playing this nowadays. Pengz. But alright la. If not go NS le then no time to play and meet up with all my current friends now.. Sob sob >.<

So far, i have been spending alot money recently. Maybe i just want to have more times with all my frens before everyone starts to have lesser time to meet bah. 11 more days to NS.. A few of my frens asked me what have i not done before i go ns, i think for awhile, eat and play all mostly done le. mayb nothing le bah. Then they disturb me: "You have not find a gf before u go NS". Faint.. Quite true, but i know this task cannot be done even when i in NS bah.

2006-05-22T08:06:00.000+08:00

Question that many asked me about and the answer to it..

Recently.. more and more people have been asking me why i don't have gf and don't want go find one before i go NS.. This question to me is one hard question to answer. So everytime, i just fake out some answers. Cause it is just to long and difficult to say out in words....

It is not that i don't want to find one. It is the fact that i have lost the courage to go love anyone anymore.. When someone whom you really like, and that is the person who reject you. that is when the pain hurts you the most and longest time. That is when this happen to me 2 years back then..

Maybe because previously, my ex gfs all are the ones who take the initiative to express their liking to me personally, and i have never tried to express my feelings to anyone before. Thus this makes me felt discouraged when last time i first time tried to express myself and gets rejected..

Until now, even if i like a girl, i will just keep it inside my heart and try to do whatever they request for them if it is within my capabilities even if the do not realise that i am actually doing all those things for them.. Till now, there are 2 girls whom i like alot and can't forget.. The 2 of them i have known for 3 years plus and 1 of them is the 1 i mentioned above who rejected me back then.. For this 3 years, i have been keeping all this inside me and it is really unbearable.. I tried not to think about them but i can't do it.. Haiz.. i am so useless.. I know i should not be thinking about 2 person in my mind but these 2 are really the best girls i met so far.. I don't dare ask them cause i really fear getting rejected again.. So, Haiz.. Really hope either of this 2 person will know my feeling for them soon.. Waiting for the day when i won't be lonely anymore soon bah..

So to those reading this now.. i just hope that if you have anyone whom you really like, just let them know and don't be like me.. If not you will be like me, bearing the pain of keeping the feelings you like for another without the person knowing.. In the end, lonely like me now.... *SAD*

2006-05-22T07:47:00.000+08:00

This afternoon went to a restaurant to eat buffet lunch. The buffet is that u can order any amount of main dish for all you want~ Went with my family and relatives. Total, we booked 3 tables. Each person pay abt $15.80 nia.

Each table we ordered 20+ dishes. Lol.. Include different kinds of seafood like: Shark fin, fried sotong, cereal prawns, sea cucumber, fish, steel plate deer meat, deep fried yam with scallops and many more.. Whahaha.. Long time since had sure a chance to eat so good food le. We really eat up so much of that restaurant food. Haha.. My table we ordered 2 large bowl of shark fin, one normal one and the other is thai style shark fin. Haha.. Damn shiok..

After eating was so full.. But it was worth it.. Enjoy eating before i go NS soon. Haha..

2006-05-17T10:35:00.000+08:00

Yesterday went to play pool with my usual pool gang, Grace, Sharon and Jason. Everyone has been so busy, finally can meet up to chat and play.

Glad to hear that they 3 are doing fine out there working. Everyone are busy earning money, only i seems to be slacking too much. Haha.. Haiz.. NS coming in 8th June, if u are me u also will enjoy before going in right? =X

Sharon and Jason pool skill that day was so pro, we keep saying they must be everyday in office playing yahoo pool online. haha. grace skill also not bad. Got improvement after playing so many times.

Accompany grace home after that. Along the way we talk about what we planning to do for the next few years. Haiz.. our IT cert i think really will be wasted. most of us not going into IT line after this. I wonder why i last time keep wanting to come IT for.. Grace wanted to go university to continue study,but money and results is another issue. Haiz.. we really regretted not studying hard in sec sch. But no choice now. Haha.. She suggected me to go ba a chef if i next time want to go into food business. Then from there slowly earn money and learn cooking skills to open own business. Haha.. Good idea.. Maybe i will try after NS.

Hope that every of my frens will do great in their life in the years to come ^^

2006-05-15T07:39:00.000+08:00

Yesterday went to Orchard to shop for Barry's 21th bday gift with Jas, Edwin, Alvin and Weihan.
It was a headache =X We walked almost the whole of Orchard to see what are the choices we can get. Lets see.. We shopped Takashimaya, Wisma, Nee An City, Isetan, Paragon, Tangs, Lucky Plaza, Far East Plaza, HMV. All level by level.

Lol.. Until my leg was so tired.. At least we found a few choices which we decided to choose from there. But i am not saying wat present barry will recive. Shhh... SECRET =X Luckily Weihan went off earlier, if not he will be tired like me also. Haa..

And also, Barry~!!! if u see this, remember to bring extra clothing for your chalet that day hor. Haha.. U will know why on that day =D

At Orchard, i still saw Cindy and my junior npcc cadet, Stella. This 2 really quite some time nv see them le. But they can still recognise me. Singapore is sure small. Go everywhere also can see frens. Haha..

We finally finished shopping ard 9pm. After that i decided to buy a mother's cake. Edwin suggested that GoodWood Park hotel cake is not bad. So we went there see lo. there is famous for its durian cake. Looks nice~ but.. i tink my family not all like that, so in the end went Bengawangsolo and bought a fruit cake.

Lastly. I wish all mums in the world a HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY today~!!.

2006-05-13T04:10:00.000+08:00

Which blogger are you?

Congratulations Darren, you are...

Scarlett Ting of joewei.blogspot.com

You are independent, smart and beautiful. Its too bad you don't see that yourself because life's little difficulties brought down a lot of your self confidence. As a result, you talk cryptic and you don't trust people easily. You care a lot for your friends and your loved ones, sometimes even more than you care for yourself, although they don't always seem to appreciate it. Don't let that affect you. As the saying goes, you don't miss the water till the well runs dry. So hang in there, you're a star in the making.

Which Singaporean Blogger Are You?

2006-05-13T03:26:00.000+08:00

Yesterday went to watch MI3 at PS. Quite some time since i had a chance to watch movie with my class people as most of them are busy.

This movie rating i give 4.5 stars. The sound effect is very nice when watch this kind of action movie at cinema. Blasting and bombing here and there. The weapons and equipments that the agents use inside are high tech and cool.

The main mission for this movie is that Tom Cruise have to retrieve the "rabbit's foot" to save his wife together with the help of his fellow agents friends. The most stunt part is that Tom cruise have to jump over 2 very high building in shanghai. Funny part is that they use baseball launcher to shoot baseballs over the roof of the buildings to divert the attention of the guards on the roof.

The movie is cool. Worth watching if you all want. After the movie is nearly 10pm and the shopping centre is closing also. luckily we manage to be the last customers to go to Yoshinoya to eat. By the time i reach home is nearly 11+. So tired.. But it was worth it..

2006-05-12T01:58:00.000+08:00

Yesterday went to watch Poseidon. Suppose to start today but yesterday was the preview, so managed to catch it before most people could watch =P

Rating for the movie, i give 3.5 stars over 5 stars bah. Cos i still think Tiatanic story is better.

Cool thing is that one big wave can over turn sure a huge ship in less than a minute. The special effects of the ship kana blast here and there not bad la. But too many people died. And the way they die can be quite gross.. The passengers on board Poseidon also die faster than those on Tiatanic.. Pengz.. Cos when the ship start to over turn, thats where half of the people start to die. As for how they die, watch the movie yourself if u want. LOL..

The pro part about the few surviors is that the whole ship has over turned and they can still slowly find their way and climb "up" to try to get to the surface of the sea.

Now then i know how scary are huge waves. Makes me feel abit scared of taking cruise on the sea le. Haha.. Pity those people who died in that show. Whole ship so many people and yyou can't expect the number of surviors in the end. I better don't say out. let u all watch the show yourself better.

Okie, These are juz my personal opinions. Different people will have different views. If you all still want to watch this still can go watch la. Only that this show not romantic as Tiatanic nia. Thats all for now ^^

2006-05-02T12:59:00.000+08:00

你適合的行業是什麼？

魔羯座 Capricorn
12/22 - 1/20
房地產、建築業、教職、藝術工作、
政治、音樂、零售業、印刷業、
編劇、助理人員

水瓶座 Aquarius
1/21-2/18
高科技工業、電子業、電腦、廣播、
作家、媒體、舞者、歌手、
攝影家、電影工作

雙魚座 Pisces
2/19-3/20
音樂、藝術、表演工作、作家、
演藝人員、行銷、旅館管理、
電視媒體、流行時尚行業、服務業

牡羊座 Aries
3/21-4/20
業務行銷、運動選手、演藝事業、
仲介業、外科醫生、新聞傳播、
企劃、製作、設計師、銷售

金牛座 Taurus
4/21-5/20
財物管理、專業設計、服務業、
化妝品經銷、食品業、編劇、
教師、行政工作、雇主與金融業

雙子座 Gemini
5/22-6/21
電子業、通信電腦業、行銷業務、
廣告、教育、演藝工作、服裝設計、
直銷業務、貿易、學術研究

巨蟹座 Cancer
6/22-7/22
金融業、飯店旅館經營、食品業、
音樂及藝術領域、特殊教育、
財物管理、服務業、內勤工作

獅子座 Leo
7/23-8/22
演藝工作、商務主管、公共關係、
播音員、醫生、推銷工作、業務、
教師、創意思維、行政管理

處女座 Virgo
8/23-9/23
服務業、食品加工、製造業、
市場分析、編劇、記者、工程師、
老師、演藝人員助理

天秤座 Libra
9/24-10/23
社交、貿易、流行時尚、服務業、
公關工作、娛樂事業、室內設計、
演藝人員、藝術家

天蠍座 Scorpio
10/24-11/22
市場開發、科學研究、心理分析、
貿易、醫藥界、工程及行政管理、
媒體傳播、設計師、業務代表

射手座 Sagitarius
11/23-12/21
民意代表、律師、廣告、媒體新聞、
經濟人、行銷、演藝工作、
業務、藝術創作、直銷保險業務

2006-05-02T11:39:00.000+08:00

Today went out to catch some fresh air. If not there will really be spider web growing on me =X Went to Paradiz Centre to play pool with Quan and his bro.
Too bad Sharon and Grace cannot make it. Haha..

It was so crowded there. Phew.. Lucky my pool skill still nv drop until so bad. We played for about 11 rounds in around 1 hr 30 mins. Fast right? Lol.. Cos.. Got 4 rounds, each of us take turn to go in black ball.. Faint.. Today black ball like us so much.. Haha.. Both of them skill also not bad. But i always play with Quan and lose him by 1 or 2 balls.. Faint.. On the average, we took 10mins to complete each game.

After which, the 3 of us went to arcade to play World Combat and Daytona.. Ages since i went to arcade since FYPJ le. Haa.. Quan want to play Daytona, so play with him lo.

Just when we were planning to leave, it was raining outside. So we grab something at Mac to eat and slowly walk in the rain to the MRT station. I enjoyed walking in the rain. Haha..

It was nice knowing Quan's bro and coming out with them today. Haiz.. Enlisting soon.. wonder when i will have time to meet up all my frens for outings le.

A poem for u to think about:

2006-04-28T05:40:00.000+08:00

Around the corner I have a friend,
In this great city that has no end,
Yet the days go by and weeks rush on,
And before I know it, a year is gone.
And I never see my old friends face,
For life is a swift and terrible race,
he knows I like him just as well,
As in the days when I rang his bell.
And he rang mine but we were younger then,
And now we are busy, tired men.
Tired of playing a foolish game,
Tired of trying to make a name.

"Tomorrow" I say! "I will call on Jim
Just to show that I'm thinking of him."
But tomorrow comes and tomorrow goes,
And distance between us grows and grows.

Around the corner, yet miles away,
"Here's a telegram sir," "Jim died today."
And that's what we get and deserve in the end.
Around the corner, a vanished friend.

Remember to always say what you mean.
If you love someone, tell them.
Don't be afraid to express yourself.
Reach out and tell someone what they mean to you.
Because when you decide that it is the right time it might
be too late.

Seize the day. Never have regrets.
And most importantly, stay close to your friends
and family, for they have helped
make you the person that you are today.

6 signs that you are head over heels over someone

2006-04-28T03:31:00.000+08:00

1-as soon as you get online - whos name do you look at first

2-when you hear your phone ringing - who do you hope it is calling

3-when a love song comes on the radio - whos face comes to your mind

4-whos name makes your heart skip a beat every time you hear it

5-who is it that you always find yourself thinking about - wondering if there thinking about you

6-the whole time you were reading this bulletin, there was only one person on your mind.....<3

My first blog done

2006-04-28T03:28:00.002+08:00

Finally! My first blog full of pandas~ lol.. Spent half a day editing image and color combination. Nice or not huh. haha.. Today is the same as usual. Rotting at home.. Sian. Thats y i started creating this blog. More editing of this blog coming soon.

My first blog done

2006-04-28T03:28:00.001+08:00

My first blog done

2006-04-28T03:28:00.000+08:00